Bee. :)

Confession time.

2011-09-03T10:43:00.000-07:00

I'd hate to be betrayer but...

I.. have moved to Tumblr :B

ehhehehe sorry! It's just that they have cool photos of Lewis Hamilton and McLaren cars

and sexy gifs of John Mayer. Sigh, cannot resist!

Plus, I have a tumblr app in my phone, in which I can upload photos straight to Tumblr via BlackBerry. Always wanted to upload pictures and blog about my day :)

anyhoo, do check it out!

http://www.fabymaby.tumblr.com

FLUFFY BUNNY.

2011-05-24T06:32:00.000-07:00

NO YOUR BUNNY IS NOT CUTER THAN MINE.

miss you everyday, bobs.

ok bye.

This don't matter much, anymore.

2011-04-25T22:32:00.000-07:00

stuck in my head.

Sometimes, all we need is a little reassurance that everything's gonna be alright.

2011-04-24T09:10:00.000-07:00

Take a look at yourself in the mirror.
Who do you see looking back?
Is it the person you want to be?

Or is there someone else you were meant to be,
the person you should have been but fell short of?

Is someone telling you that you can´t or you won't?
Because you can.

Believe that love is out there.

Believe that dreams come true every day.
Because they do.

Sometimes happiness doesn't come from money or fame or power.
Sometimes happiness comes from good friends and family.
And from the quiet nobility of living a good life.

Believe that dreams come true every day.
Because they do.

Believe that dreams come true every day.
Because they do.

So take a look in that mirror and remind yourself to be happy,
because you deserve to be. Believe that.

And believe that dreams come true every day.
Because they do.

When our first lady loses her brains and her conscience.

2011-03-14T02:33:00.000-07:00

what a bitch man, seriously.

Perhaps a condolences would be nice.

at times like these, you don't say things like that.

Also, it is freaking irrelevant to claim that A NATURAL DISASTER occurred due to

the country's vast development.

who would've thought that big hair of hers was to actually hide the fact that she has no brains.

oh well.. it's proven now.

love, bee.

Call me irresponsible.

2011-03-13T05:25:00.000-07:00

new lipstick, sweetcheeks. :)

MAC's Wonderwoman promo is too gorgeous, I couldn't help myself :p

have a fab week, will try to update soon.

loving the fact that my sister is on break, gonna head down to JB to visit the cousins,

and act psycho before college starts.

love, bee.

2011-03-11T04:41:00.000-08:00

Pray for Japan, and all the other countries that might be affected by this natural disaster.

They need it more than ever right now.

love, bee.

My sexy British man.

2011-03-09T08:03:00.000-08:00

this is why he's one of the sexiest driver out there.

People like you, are one of the main reasons why I love F1.

I love you, Lewis Hamilton.

Can't wait to see you in April. :)

When the little voices in your head have too much to say.

2011-03-08T23:32:00.000-08:00

I resigned two weeks ago.

Mainly, because I wanted to spend more time on me and less time on putting letters into envelopes and stressing over "how many envelopes can i send out in a day?" or "are we having a shortage of medi-info or envelopes?" Yes, It's over. I'm grateful for having the chance to work at an office for two months and finally learning the true value of money. I had some rough times, but mostly, that job has taught me more than I expected.

For Instance, I do not waste money on ridiculous things anymore. I learn to spend money wisely, and plan things accordingly based upon what I want, and what I need. So much respect for those who are able to differentiate both.

Also, it has got me thinking about my dad. Despite handling my family's finances, my siblings' education, our cars & everything else, he still manages to think about our future, insurance, and manages to provide us with everything we need & everything we want (most of the time :p).

Had a long talk with him the other day on the way to the airport to pick mama up, listening to his hard days of growing up, and the story of how he became the man he is today has made me think about how easy it is for us, and yet we still do complain. I complain about addmaths on a daily basis, my dad had to wash cars at 5:30 in the morning every day before school just so he would have money to buy things at the school canteen. Pretty rough, huh?

Here we are, demanding for a Blackberry, asking for a car because everybody has one, wanting to go to concerts, expecting a raise in our weekly allowance & wanting to attend expensive colleges. The fact that my father has provided us with everything, made me have so much respect and love for him. Never in my life, have I ever heard him say no to me or my siblings. His love for his children is never ending, and never have I met a better father than he is today.

So here's a message to all of you out there, It doesn't really matter what your parents have done to offend you, or mistreated you in any way. You are who you are today because of your parents, they may all have different ways of raising their kids, but one thing for sure, their love for their children is always endless :) Never at any day should you take their presence for granted, for one day they'd be gone, and that's the only time you'd realize how much you can't live without them.

So here's to you, Captain Martin Netto. Thank you for raising me right, and teaching me what's right and what's not. If I ever become at least half the person you are today, I'd be happy.

*sorry for the random blurps, I've been asking my dad stuff about finances lately.

He's my hero :)

oh, and thank Goodness he doesn't read blogs :p

I'll be your forever, just wait for me.

2011-01-06T08:14:00.000-08:00

Ever since P.S I love you came out in 2008, I was hooked on this song.

I just wanted to post this up here because this song actually meant something.

It still does make me cry.

I'll be your shelter, I'll be your faith.

I'll be forever, wait for me.

I'll be your last train, I'll be the last train home.

ever felt lonely in a crowded room?

join the gang.

Where have I been?

2010-12-28T04:43:00.000-08:00

Selamat petang.

Saya telah difahamkan bahawa laman blog saya sudah lama tidak di-update kan.

Minta maaf, saya sangat sibuk pada beberapa hari yang lalu.

Saya akan meng-update secepat mungkin, selepas saya memindahkan gambar gambar ke dalam laptop saya.

*after SPM, my BM died.

Exhibit A ^

UPDATE SOOON! :D

I like noise.

2010-12-16T00:05:00.000-08:00

"when the lights go out,
we'll be safe and sound.
we'll take control of the world like it's all we have to hold on to.

and we'll be... a dream."

Talking to the moon.

2010-12-02T04:57:00.000-08:00

SIX DAYS.

TWO SUBJECTS.

SIX PAPERS.

I CAN DO THIS.

PRAY FOR ME OKAY :)

*stop asking me how's SPM.
some papers have brought me to tears, some have brought smiles
but nevertheless, until Bio and Chemistry is over.

I WILL FIGHT FOR STRAIGHT A'S.
(or at least 8 la, :( )

k, bio bye.

2010-11-25T06:20:00.000-08:00

SPM started.

Be right back.

Taa.

sometimes I wish for a world with no labels.

2010-11-17T03:15:00.000-08:00

It's funny how racist this country may be sometimes.
Trying to implement the 1 Malaysia concept into a country without giving equal rights
to all races is not only stupid, but also hypocritical.

after 53 years of independence, The citizens of this country are still shallow minded,
and still would much rather judge people based upon their skin colour.

" Pergi balik India la!/Pergi balik China la!"

that stupid freaking line is so extremely annoying I'm gonna shoot the next person who says that.
This land that we live in, were built together.

Malaysia, is where it is right now because of what the Malays, Chinese, and Indians have contributed.

and I personally think that the only way "perpaduan kaum" can ever work,
is if the leaders, government,and some school teachers, find a way to set a perfectly good example to the younger generation ;

that colour, really doesn't matter.

It's been 53 fuckin years, get over it already.

*Sorry for the randomness. I've just been reading a lot of history lately.
and i just find most of the crap in there extremely racist. Also, watched a youtube
video and saw a comment war of malays and chineses and indians and figured how bullshit
the one malaysia concept is. Peace and unity, my ass.

I'm out.

Let's do this shit.

2010-11-16T09:32:00.000-08:00

half of my heart, is a part of me who never truly loved anything.

well. In the meantime, this is it.
SPM is in a week.

till then, I'll brb.
Please pray for me, I'll need as many as I can get.

I'm panicking, oh yes I am. yet I am still blogging :(
guess I gotta go back to history.

seriously, all I can do right now is pray that the not so bright (dumb) SPM candidates

do really really badly so they'll lower the graph. Hence, making the grading system more of my liking.

I'm just really hoping for A's in the five basic subjects, Physics, and Bio.
Chemistry and Addmaths are still a work in progress. God help me.

till then, here's a picture of Lewis Hamilton.

screw you, he's hot ok. ;p

wish me luckkkk!

BGO37 A018.
BRING. IT. ON.

No more races :(

2010-11-14T06:30:00.001-08:00

So Lewis Hamilton didn't walk away with the championship title this year.
I'd have to blame his two crashes in the past due to his engine blow and a jackass named Mark Webber.

Still rooting onTeam Mclaren, maybe they'll have better luck next year.

I still don't know who won the 2010 championship for I am still watching the race, I'm just glad Alonso has no hope to win anymore since he's 8th now! :D

Whatever it is, I guess I'm happy for sebastian vettel if he wins this. Redbull most definitely deserved it after all they've accomplished this year.

This year might be yours, Vettel. But next year's, it's Hamilton's, :)

Can't wait for 2011's season to start!!! :D

Yours, mine, and ours.

2010-11-09T12:08:00.000-08:00

I hate it when people tell stories of an argument/fight/misunderstanding that may have happened in the past and completely turn the tables around,
making it seem like none of it was their fault, and everything was mine.

Truth is, A person only tells you what they want you to hear. (despite being completely biased and absurd)
There is always two sides of a story, and you will only have the rights to judge once you've heard them both.

Just because I'm not willing to tell my side of the story, It doesn't mean that I was in the wrong, It really just means that I'm uncomfortable burdening others with my problems, when they already have their own.

Sometimes, ohhh sometimes I wish you would just GROW UP.

Believe me when I say , It takes two to make something work, it also takes two to tear things apart.

This just in : made random phone calls at 1am to Denise and Bo while studying. Talking about the future is FUN :) I love my girls!

FIFTEEN DAYS.

2010-11-08T01:18:00.001-08:00

This is the point where I realised that whenever you feel like you've been distancing yourself
from God, it's never too late to go back.
I felt the gap a few months back, like there's something missing in my heart.
I wanted to feel God's presence again.
Now I know that my love for Him has been strengthened,
I've started praying more often, I try my best to go to Church every sunday,
and I know He'll walk with me, through it all.
because He's always there for me. (:

I don't know why, but I got so hooked to this song during sunday's service at church.
Despite being absolutely true, I realized that the next few weeks is bound to be the point of my life where I need God the most to be right there with me, as I sit through the most important examination of my life so far.

When I am less than I should be
And I just can't face the day
When darkness falls around me
And I just can't find my way
When my eyes don't clearly see
And I stumble through it all
You I lean upon, you keep me strong
And you raise me when I fall

You are there when I most need you
You are there so constantly
You come shining through
You always do
You are always there for me

Always There - The Canadian Tenors.

If I had a chance to go back, I still wouldn't change a thing.

2010-11-06T15:11:00.000-07:00

Well I guess it's true what they say, you'll only learn to appreciate what you had when it's gone.
Sometimes they come back, but for all the other times that it just didn't, we're left to accept the fact, that life goes on.

Somewhere in the middle of all this crap, I lost a part of myself.
.. I still don't know if it will ever come back.

I hope it does.

*if the stress is supposed to make us lose weight, why oh why am I gaining so much, SPM? :(
Can't wait for this all to be fucking over and done with.

So tell me, what if we did it all wrong this time?

2010-11-02T10:11:00.000-07:00

Now everything is just so near, you wish you had more time.

1. The closer it is to SPM, the lazier I get.

2. My brother got a job at Walton International :) so happy that God answered my prayers. I'm so excited for him, just because I know he's good at it, and I can't wait for him to start buying me presents :D

3. My favourite man turned 55 last week. He's most definitely the greatest man I've ever known.
And no doubt, the best dad ever. For as long as I remembered, I've never met a man who prioritized his children's needs,
More than his own. I can't explain how extremely lucky me, J , Goey, Cesca, + all our seven rabbits are to be blessed with a father like you. I know you won't be reading his because you believe that blogs are a complete waste of time, but Captain Martin Netto, happy birthday. I hope that someday, I'll be at least half-as-great as the parent that you are. (well, minus the bald head of course :p)

4. I should be finishing up my chemistry model papers now, but ngeh :p

5. Why are almost all of my form five friends not panicking for spm? PANIC LA CEPAT OHMYGOD.
I don't wanna be in panicville alone ok :( (well, with denise of course )

6. My sister turned 24 on Sunday too! Haha. Almost forgot. Buy daymmmm she's old. Can't wait for her to get married :D

7. My dad bought us the iPad. Pretty cool, I must say. The games are extremely addictive too wtc is wrong with me why am I acting like SPM is over? O.O

8. My brother said, 9A's, or maybe also 8, and he'll get me a MacBook. Question is, what if I don't?
I cried while asking myself "what if"

9. I miss bubu my blackberry. Hang in there, baby. Just about a month to go and you'd probably be in some phone shop being sold to a random stranger who would take better care of you that I did. HAHA yes dad's getting me the Bold 9700 for sacrificing my BB for so long, ands he also claimed that the trackball is very annoying, which Is why everyone must change to the bold because of the trackpad. Awesome, no?

10. I've got so many plans for post-SPM celebrations, so freaking excited!

I'm awesome. :)

2010-10-23T09:07:00.001-07:00

October 22nd, 2010.

At 7:30 a.m, there I was stepping Into 5 Maju for the first time of the week, and the last time OF MY LIFE.

As from then on, SPM was only a month away, and all we had left to do was to sit for all the bengkels, sit for SPM,

and just BERHENTI SEKOLAH.

Gosh, never thought I'd be here right now.

Well my last day ended emotionally, because of the way certain teachers were acting,

Gving us the stares like as if what we get for trials just don't matter at all.

But in the end, I just succumbed to all my grief and decided to just shut up and work harder.

Yet of course, I just had to fall sick and take off one week of studying by sleeping.

Dad got me an espresso machine, because I spent most of my weekly allowance on Starbucks.

(which bytheway, was extremely worth the kick.)

I've been going to kasturi on weekdays now, with bobo and on this day, it was the funniest ever.

We had sushi at Sakae, ad continued to walk around KLCC, simply because we both have not been There in a while.

So there were a few stories. Since I'm typing with the itouch, do excuse my spelling errors and short summaries.

I just really wanna type this or because I know one day I'll read this and I'll be able to reminisce the funny moments!

1. The lady who was supposed to seat us at our tables at Sakae addressed Elizabeth as Eliza-BIRD. hahahahahahhahahah.

So the next half-hour with her was spent laughing about the way people can't pronouce 'beth'.

I feel her pain too. You have no idea how many times telephone operators just completely give up on spelling my name/pronouncing it and just ended up writing 'ISABELLA' instead. Yes, it is awkward when you thought McD delivered it to the wrong house.

Yes, that's why nowadays it's always registered under 'francesca'' although I'm the caller.

2. We were walking pass Adidas, and this dude (which btw, at first we thought was hot) said hi to us.

So bobo started going all *omgosh* and stuff (because she thought he was cute) and I was extremely curious on how that guy looked like.

So we turned back, passed by the shop, and the dude said hi to us, again! :)

*ok as embarrassing as this may sound, I thought he was hot too)

After a few rounds around KLCC, bobo said she needed to buy a new water bottle. Truth is, she wanted to see the guy up close.

So of course, we went back into Adidas and she bought his gorgeous pink water bottle that she doesn't néed to realize, That the guy was nottttttttt hot. Euw.

3. Instead of getting smoothies from JuiceWorks, we ended up getting smoothies from BOOST just because we saw a random guy drinking it while walking and he looked really cool with it hahahaahhs.

Well it was worth it, so good dammit!

4. We went into Popular and saw so many pretty things, justifying reasons why we need thy particular item just because it's pink.

Hahah, this is why stationary shopping with her is bad.

5. THE MALE CONVENTION. hahaahahahah if you guys have been reading out tweets and are wondering what the hell that is about, here's the deal. We were taking the escalator up from burger king heading up to the first floor when we noticed that the escalator next to us had tons of guys. Tons! We couldn't even spot one chick among the crowd.

So then we started laughing our asses off till we reached the first floor and there were hundreds of guys. Everywhere we turned! O.O

It's so funny cause this never happened to us before and we were stuck in between all of them and all we could smell was sweat, and cigarettes. Also, they were all staring at us and NONE of them were hot. Seriously, NONE.

mos of them were old anyways, pedo alert.

6. While walking down the stairs heading towards the lrt, there he was, John Doe. ( which was then renamed Johnny, although I prefer Alan)

Staring at her with a weird expression on his face. He was cute. Hahahah. So there we were laughing to ourselves about how cute this chinese guy a.k.a John was, and I was telling her that John's Indian friend was the the one who tried to make a pass at her. After talking about him for like .... Five minutes, as we entered the train we realized that John's Indian friend was behind us all along. O.O haha. So yes, Johnny was all we talked about on our way to kasturi, during our seminar, during our train ride back, and the car ride back home.

In our heads, although we have completely forgotten how this guy looks like, he's still the perfect ten. :D.

7. The hot Taylors dude we met on the train.

(who we spoke about for like half an hour although he was right there)

he was hot. ok. HOTTT.

8. Elizabeth went through all that, in her school Pinafore. ;)

you see, this is why I freaking love bimbo day outs. Everyday is a new adventure.

I love you bo. Thanks for being there whenever I needed you to.

I had fun doing all the stupid things,

and all the random covers we've been doing for the past two years.

I'm gonna miss you when highschool ends :)

*I wish Denise was there too. :( oh well.

well.. about trials. 2 A's 4 A-'s, 1C, 2 Ds. (or so i'd like to think it is. haahahahaah longstory)

chemistry and addmaths, you suck.

alright, I'm hyped up now. Off to go study Chemistry.

byebye :)

p.s - the blog title was so totally unrelated, I know.

but I've just so happen to be watching too much of "how i met your mother" lately.

HEH :D

2010-10-21T02:54:00.000-07:00

"Don't care about all this pain in front of me,
I'm just trying to be happy. "

A gentle reminder.

2010-10-18T04:44:00.000-07:00

To all Malaysian drivers out there.
Would all of you KINDLY exercise your fingers,
And flick your signals before you maneuver?

Stop ruining my mood everytime I'm happily cruising down the highway emo-ing to Bruno Mars!
This is seriously pissing me off.
Dont make me whack you with my hockey stick!
(no really, there really is a hockey stick at the back of my car. Dad gav for self defense! :D)

Well on a second thought, I'm so glad nemo's fine now after all the spark plug and throttle issues.
I love my swifty. Can't wait to paint you and make you all pretty after SPM.

Kay, I'm bored, bye :)

these walls are closing in on me, more and more each day.

2010-10-11T23:55:00.000-07:00

when my book gets sick and tired of studying me (oh the irony).

don't even bother telling me about my pimples or eyebags, I KNOW. :(

oh, and check out the latest addition to my notice board!

i knooooow :( :( :( :(

okay off to slam my head with my chemistry book bye.

I'm feeling hopeless in my heart.

2010-10-08T08:32:00.000-07:00

hello.

fact no :1

I honestly think I'm getting crazier by the minute.

I'm too afraid to sleep, because I'm too afraid of getting weird dreams.

fact no : 2

I have to go study after this. so lazy :(

fact no : 3

I miss my girls.

fact no : 4

I feel so sad for my brother who didn't get hired at IBM because he was over-qualified.

Still praying for him to have better luck.

fact no : 5

I've been missing God's presence in my life. I want to feel his presence once more.

fact no : 6

i miss Simply when she used to be

this small!

fact no : 7

I spend half of my weekly allowance on stationaries and books.

I need someone to slap me if i buy more stationaries ):

fact no : 8

Since daddy promised me a new laptop before i start college,

I'm actually gonna ask him to buy me a MACBOOK :)

but I made a deal to only get me that if i do well for spm.

oh well, can't wait anywayy!

fact no : 9

If Lewis Hamilton crashes again for the Suzuka Grand Prix,

I'm gonna start supporting force india!

fuck you Mark Webber. It's all your fault, stupid cocky australian ass.

You can go jump off a cliff okay? don't forget to take Sebastian Vettel and Fernando Alonso with you!

fact no : 10

I can't wait to start college! :D. I'll be moving in with my sister for two months, then when she graduates I'd have to learn to be independent!

(no, just because I'm leaving home, doesn't mean I dont appreciate my family fyi)

but it's so cool because I can't wait to redecorate my room. It looks so cool in my head. haha.

and i finally get to breakaway from this environment anyway. It's kinda cool to go off our separate ways and meet on weekends and having a "Jo meeting" or a "World's bimbo association meeting" (which btw, in case if you don't obviously already know is with bobo and denise) and actually talk about our week, and how stressful college life is.

ohhh yes I can't wait :)

fact no : 11

I have to wash nemo tomorrow. It's pretty disgusting ... hahaha. :D.

fact no : 12

I'm starting to question all the decision I've made for the past few months. Maybe I've been a bitch, but every action has a reaction, so maybe we're both at fault.

fact no : 13

I'm wondering if you regret what you've done.

I'm wondering if you ever missed me.

I'm wondering if you ever wished you could turn back time.

fact no : 14

I should go study now, bye.

fact no : 15

thank you for reading my crap. now shut up and watch this Frankie J video and drool over Frankie J's sexy voice!

gonna make eric and julian learn how to play like that and make a cover!

I need this song out of my head.

aish, at least its better than the crap music they play on the radio nowadays.

it's like music for the soul-less.

especially Kesha, someone shoot her for me please?

okay byebye.

" I cannot go to the ocean,

I cannot drive the streets at night,

I cannot wake up in the morning, without you on my mind.

so you're gone and I'm haunted.

and I'll bet you were just fine.

Did I make it that easy for you to walk right in and out, of my life?"

- A fine frenzy.

Maybe good just wasn't good enough.

2010-10-07T00:50:00.000-07:00

so trials were screwed up.

Chemistry has taken over addmaths' place for being the crappiest subject ever.

i .. wanna cry.

trials has just somehow made me feel like the effort i've put in the past few months, needs to be multiplied x 1000.

yes, it was that bad :(

i'd be lucky to even get five a's. :( :(

well, time to suck it up and study.

I HATE SPM.

Start running.

2010-10-05T14:50:00.000-07:00

" You should already be with your running shoes by now and prepare to run your marathon.
By the rate you're going, it seems like you're running with just slippers. You may be good, but you know you'll be better if you had your running shoes on. Prove it to everyone who's looked down on you, that you're able to run an extra mile. With, or without them"

- Julius Jonathan Netto, you Have no idea how much you've motivated me to work harder.

I love my brother! :)

i'll be bulletproof.

2010-09-25T02:40:00.002-07:00

someone shoot me.
shoot me now.

TRRRIIAAAAAAALLLSSS.

2010-09-20T03:57:00.000-07:00

Blackberry's confiscated.
Twitter account's deactivated.
Facebook password changed and hidden.

Bring it on trials. (Although I know I'm sooooo not prepared)

Whatever. 5 A's is what I'm aiming for, and if I'm lucky, maybe seven :D.
(Cause if I get seven, my brother's taking me out for dinner at La Risata with bo and denise!)

Wish me luck, keep me in your prayers.
You'll be in mine tooo.

Bye babes. :)

I think I'm moving but I go nowhere.

2010-09-19T10:30:00.000-07:00

Steady feet, please don't fail me now :(

still alive, but barely breathing.

2010-09-17T12:44:00.000-07:00

Saturday, September 18th, 2010.

Rule the world - Take that
Superman - Five for Fighting
Misery - Maroon Five
Dear Life- Anthony Hamilton
I never told you - Colbie Caillat
If it's love - Train.

Oh my gosh, someone get these songs out of my head. They're all playing at once, this is bad :o

hello , it's 3:47 am, and insomnia's hitting me pretty hard.

considering I have an extremely long tuition-filled day tomorrow, I'd probably just sleep in the LRT and in Kasturi as well.

Maybe ordering an extra shot for my iced espresso at starbucks was a bad ideaa.

I know i probably said in the previous post that I wouldn't be blogging till SPM ends but I just can't find anything else to do. well, besides studying of course. My history book is giving me the bitch stare. Guess i should read it sooon.

You're probably reading this and assuming that I've been studying my butt off.

Truth is, I'm not.
For this past one week, I've been on a family vacation to Yogjakarta, Came home and slept for two days, had tuition classes a little bit here and there, plan on staying up late to study but ended up sleeping, it's like SLEEP > STUDY. Its like studying is inversely proportional to sleeping. As the rate of sleeping increases, the rate of studying decreases until it reaches the optimum point where I start panicking and slap myself till I start crying and wondering what the hell have I been doing for the past nine months.

I know that trials are next week, but I seriously just don't have the freaking mood to study.
I can honestly say that I've probably studied harder a month back then what i've been doing for the past two weeks.

Can someone pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee explain why is this happening to me?
i'm seeing so many people around me making so much sacrifices, spending hours a day just to study, and complete their chapters, and what am i doing about this intimidated feeling I have that's slowly eating me on the inside?
NOTHING.

yes, a big fat pile of nothing.

never thought i'd be like this in SEPTEMBER. i'm pretty sure I panicked more for PMR than SPM. I have a large pile of past year paper books left unanswered. it's such a waste of time, one paper would take up at least two and a half hours. eeeesh.

everyone (except my brother) is telling me not to worry about SPM because it's a lot easier than I think it is.

DONT YOU EVER EVER EVER TELL ME THAT TO MY FACE EVER AGAIN UNLESS IF YOU WANNA GET SMACKED IN THE HEAD REAL BAD BY ME AND MY HUGEASS BIOLOGY BOOK.

i need to have that constant fear of SPM, or I wont study.

Apparently, with all the conflict that's going on with the Ministry of Education intending to change the whole system back to using Bahasa Melayu in Science and Maths, they actually plan on making our papers extremely hard this year to justify their reasons on why they need to change the subjects back to BM. Apparently, they wanna prove a point to everyone who has been protesting against this very so called wise decision. I honestly don't see the point of this at all. You study everything in BM except for English, and then you go to college and all your subjects are in English, and you're forced to study everything again. WHAT'S THE POINT?

sigh, fear of disappointment fills my guts right now just to even THINK about SPM. I'm probably gonna study my ass off once i'm done letting everything that's bothering me out into this blogpost.

well, on a side note, as much as I'm unbelievably excited to finally leave school and move on with my life, I'm actually going to really really miss school.

because then, those same faces that i've been seeing for the past TEN YEARS, would probably be in different corners of the globe, and the only way I can contact them in the future is probably via MSN or see how much they've grown through tagged pictures on Facebook.

I am gonna miss every single one of you. It doesn't matter if I knew you really well, or I wasn't really that close to you, I'm gonna miss you anyway :D.

like those random popular malay girls who i say hi to everyday on the stairs while walking up to class, and being greeted by hannah and serena's stoned face before the bell rings, watching karin get all hyped up because "she didn't sleep cause she played neopets all night", listening to bobo tell me some weird dream she had last night that probably involved a hot guy, and her craving for McDonalds' minute maid orange juice and some super rich chocolate cake covered topped off with vanilla ice-cream (yes, she can get pretty damn random) . being disturbed by malay guys who are trying to capture bobo's attention during our toilet trips. I'm gonna miss bitching about how racist jannah is at the back of the moral class, watching Arjun and E having tfm and whacking everything they see with that long wood that came off a broken chair. and of course, the chinese guys who play chor tai tee too much. Senior year wasn't that bad.

As the matter of fact, I had so much fun :)

and by the way, I just happened to realised the one thing that can tick me off so easily in the matter of seconds.

really really bad english. they're everywhere. facebook status updates, tweets, msn, EVERYWHERE. I dont know why it bothers me so much. It just does. Well i guess that makes me mean, but I still can't stand it deep down inside. not trying to say my english is oh-so-perfect, but I just can't stand itttttttttt ):

* Here's a useful tip : if you can't spell it right, find an alternative word to substitute what you're trying to portray in your sentence other than making a complete fool out of yourself.

I know i probably sound like a total bitch right now, but seriously, whatever. -.-

I know this is just so freaking random to just blurt everything out in one go, but i can't sleep, and I have toooo many things on my mind. No, seriously. tooooo many :D.

anyhoo, I've been currently addicted to a series called American Dreams lately, I watch it everyday on hallmark at one am. but recently, it just gotten even more interesting thanks to the appearance of my current guy-obsession.

deng deng denggg.

milo ventimiglia :D.

every single bit of him reminds me of Jason Mraz. But no, seriously. Isn't he just the sexiest little thangg? hehee so cute :D

anyways, I recorded a cover of Breakeven, by The Script and Cooler than Me, by Mike Posner and Big Girls dont Cry by fergie butttttt.... i've been sitting here waiting for ONE video to upload for the past hour and it's not loading so i guess you guys just havta wait till SPM ends, where I can buy a super cool mic, a pretty decent HD webcam, and establish myself as a youtube singer. :p

I've always wanted to be one ;D. I probably just don't have proper equipment and insufficient free time. haha, and I probably need to seriously Improve my guitar skills because if there was one thing I've learnt about myself lately, is that I, FABIOLLA NETTO, CAN NOTTT MULTITASK.

I can't play chords, sing a song, sound good, AND LOOK DECENT all at once.
(because i seriously have the constipation face when im singing bahahahah)
So i guess, i should start working on all of that.

but before that, I gotta get my feet back on track and focus on SIJIL PELAJARAN MALAYSIA.
ah dang, this thing sucks the life out of me.

Oh well, I've been youtube-ing stuff and i just realised how much i miss watching AJ Rafael, Gabe Bondoc, Tyler Ward, Sam Tsui, Alyssa Bernal, and so many other talented singer/songwriters who made themselves famous all because of YOUTUBE.
I should so go on a youtube craze right now. but nah, I either should get sleep, or get studying.
Oh wait, haha. the SPM crap just hit me again.

well study it is!

unlike some of you who just talk too much about how you want/need/have to study, some of us actually go ahead and do it :)

5:34 a.m, and this post shall end with me saying goodbye because Rancangan Malaysia Pertama - Kelima awaits me. I just can't stand the loook of dissaproval this Sejarah book is giving me. If only it was in english, I'd be scoring A's already.

till whenever my fingers feel an urge to type again, sayonara.

goodbyes.

2010-08-05T00:17:00.000-07:00

hey guys.

After countless hours of lectures by my brother on how much i gotta work hard,

months of procrastination, last minute studying, and just casually fooling around,

i'm here to say that i'm ending all this crap,

TO STUDY FOR SPM :)

so yes, this is definitely my last post till the day SPM ends.

(no, not to say that i haven't been studying. I just gotta go all out from here)

mainly,

1. because i need to work hard.
2. because i HAVE to work hard.
3. I want straight a's.
4. I still haven't given up on my studies just yet.
5. I gave up my blackberry, so i have to make sure my results are worth it.
6. according to my brother, SPM is the bridge to my future.
7. I can't afford to disappoint myself. Or let worst, daddy.
8. Im usually NEVER satisfied until i get what I want.
9. my current worst enemy is not myself, its time.
10. I figured that i'm actually pretty smart, i'm just too freaking lazy.
11. I want to be an engineer, and yes I will be an engineer.
12. I keep having images in my mind of the day where i'd be taking my SPM results,
and i keep imagining myself crying at a quiet corner because i know that I. CAN. DO. BETTER.

so yes, hopefully, one day, all these sacrifices will actually pay off :)

and I was told to distant myself from people who bring a bad vibe or negative energy.

(which also includes people who keeps saying f**k SPM. when its OBVIOUS you're not going to, you're just gonna panic later on. )

therefore, here i am to apologise in advance if by any time in the future i refuse to listen to your personal issues you're dealing with in your life, or just decline an invitation to be a part of your highschool drama,

I just have no time.

If you go to my school, you probably won't even see me around anymore.

Because i'm either in class for the whole day, or studying at home.

Since school is such a waste of time, I figured I'd only go a day in a week with Elizabeth just to show our faces.

Trust me on this, school IS a waste of time.

teachers hardly even teach, and when they do, NOBODY EVEN GIVES A SHIT.

and all the chinese boys who are too smart to be true would probably be playing tai ti at a noisy corner at the back of the class, and i'd be at the staircase singing a song with elizabeth.

Or maybe even jumping out through the side hole of out school just to drive to McDonalds and buy sausage mcmuffin and Orange juice, just because we hate school food.

(we have no life okay, leave us alone :D)

other than that? its me and the KL Library! :)

I know you're probably thinking that this is just temporary and i wont even bother studying till the final hour, but i did that for PMR, and it was NOT GOOOD.

I refuse to panic this time around, so hopefully I'd be able to cover everything by trials.

the last thing i need right now is people coming and ajak-ing me go concerts and outings like as if SPM dont matter, so please, save yourself from all the trouble.

i'm not going.

and by the way, if you're form five, and you're an SPM candidate of '10 and you're still failing subjects,

you know you need help, get off the computer.

I've been having tuition almost everyday,

and being sleep deprived most of the time makes me fall sick quite often.

so that, i have to learn how to avoid.

Oh my gosh, doing well in SPM seems pretty damn impossible right now.

and to everyone else, I wish you the best, and I hope you get straight a's.

but remember, nothing comes easy so you've gotta work hard,

and stop thinking about what you want, and start thinking about what you deserve.

Keep me in your prayers for I will most definitely keep you in mine.

so now, i shall include a John Mayer song that truly reflects on what i feel right now.

(John Mayer is the king of breakup songs okay)

goodbye :)

won't tell anyone how your voice was my favourite sound.

2010-07-09T23:13:00.000-07:00

hello,

i realised that i haven't been blogging much lately.

anyhoo, let's seeeee.

(yes im blogging in point form again, due to uber lazyness)

* SPM'S GETTING CLOSER ):

*i've been attending driving lessons lately, (yes i passed my undang-undang!)

and i tell you, they happen to be the funniest ever.

already im dreading the fact that those little kancils have no powersteering whatsoever, and their clutch is so hard,

those very menggatal driving instructors who are teaching other students in other cars would just open their window, stick their head out, just to say hi to you.

( and make fun of me when my engine dies )

my exam's on the 23rd, wish me luck!

just two more weeks, and i can finally drive legally :D.

*for those of you who don't know yet,

i got a guitar for my birthday, from the siblings.

and eric and arjun, thanks for accompanying me on our hunt around KL from wah fatt to mid valley to the Bentley in Bandar Utama, the hunt was all worth it.

i bought an Ibanez, that i named John :)

it's so pretty, and i fell in love with it the moment i plugged it into the amp at Bentley's.

*Mr Balvir is a pain in the butt.

he can't stop bugging me. so not funny okeh! ):

*im currently enjoying the last four months of my schooling year.

i'm really gonna miss this.

im just dreading the moment we all havta say our final goodbyes.

*im currently getting dressed for rotary club dinner, which is three hours away.

just got my toes done :D, gonna head out to do my hair soon, nyehe. :D

*my final report card day has ended. luckily, it didnt end up so bad. (:

* for those of you who has been helping out the prom committee settle the sweaters and I heart mwt badges, i love you, you rock.

thanks for the help and the time, despite your busy schedules.

and for those who are reading this, go order your sweaters and buy those I heart mwt badges!

*if you wanna know more, please follow me on twitter.

i update everyday :)

http://twitter.com/fabymaby

be my, valentine.

2010-06-10T05:17:00.001-07:00

one.

two.

three.

what happens when i'm indecisive?
i post them all three. :)

*seventeen random things.

1. i'm addicted to John Mayer. no suprise there ;)

2. Staying home for two days in a row is nuts. I miss my bro's and bimbos.

3. every attempt i make into studying turns into something else.
I really need to study. 164 days to SPM )':

4. I am SO irritated with my ukulele, I wanna change her strings.

5. Dad's getting me a new guitar next week for my birthday. Told you he's awesome ;)

6. The big 17 is only a week away. I am truly blessed.

7. I can honestly say i'm bored of facebook. Every single freaking wall-to-wall post is so annoying. MSN Messenger was invented for a reason, use it wisely.
thus, I tend to tweet more than I FB. because lame people don't have twitter, THANK GOD.

8. I think this house has too many rabbits. I cant seem to have time to play with lulu, lewis hamilton, juju, jojo, simply, mimi, and charlie. O.o

9. I'm starting to miss my brother's old LOUD car. Which btw, was sold and replaced with a beamer. I LOVE YOU BLACK BEAST! :)

10. i think the whole world is calling me B/Bee/bi now. I mean, haha. bad enough my name was shortened from fabiolla to fabi, now its shortened to bi? that malas kah? :)

11. I love how it is at home right now. My brother moved back home and so did my sister! so now my whole family's back home. yayy :)

12. My future has been decided. Say hello to your future Chemical Engineer !
yes, the fighting/debating/arguing has finally stopped.

13. I, Fabiolla Netto, is the Alternate Zebras' new lead vocalist.

14. I'm craving for chocolate milkshake. mmmm.

15. Have i mentioned that i'm a bro now?

16. My new found hobby is sleeping.

17. I want to go for vocal training ):

Baby, you're the only light i ever saw.

2010-06-09T22:01:00.001-07:00

John Mayer is so sexayyyy ;)

never thought we'd be here. (:

2010-06-08T22:43:00.000-07:00

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock,

It feels just like a heaven's touch

together at the top, like a pyramid.

and even when the wind is blowing

we'll never fall just keep on going,

forever we will stay, like a pyramid.

this song's stuck in my head, Just like how you've never left my mind (:

Half of my heart.

2010-06-06T07:16:00.000-07:00

okay this picture is here to remind me how much i need to study addmaths. ;D.

gooodbye exams, hellooooooooooooo addmaths project -.-

yes, i know. like so potong stim right.
before we sat for our final paper, ZS (Zaharah *i-smile-when-im-mad* Saad) came in
and dumped a stack of questions for our addmaths folio.
OH WELL (:

I know im supposed to feel lighthearted but the feeeling just isn't coming ):
like hello, im waiting.
The pressure's even harder now that SPM's getting closer and closer by the minute.
my brother gave me energy supplements to give me energy when i'm studying.
it makes me hyper and everything to keep me awake because examinations tend to keep me awake at night. LIKE SERIOUSLY.
My biological clock went haywire that i'd study till one am, sleep till four, study till seven, take my papers, come home, take a nap, and i'll do the same thing all over again (:
Its punishment to me i guess having to catch up on months of slacking.

*my car , Taylor,
is now officially named nemo.

no, not because i painted it orange (like euw) but because my backvipers are so cute they
make me feel like a fish. bloop bloop bloop :)
haha, well okay maybe you won't understand. it's an inside joke with my PD.
I'm getting my license in a month+! :D.

*of all the study dates i've had.
McDonalds with the angry bear.
Library with the lazy angry bear.

and chronic procrastinator Choy.

study dates with kenny (:

and more Mcdonalds study time with karin, and meeting familiar faces like ainsley, mel, chris etc.

THANK YOU FOR BEING MY STUDY BUDDIES (!)

we all have came up to the conclusion that by the time we're a month away from SPM,
we'd all be camping in mcdonalds.
haha, "oh loook! its 4am. breakfast timeee"

trust me im so freaked out for SPM.
BAH. ):

I went for Relay For Life this year.
was eventful and fun, and discusting too.
was pretty bummed that it was muddy and stuff, wasn't as fun as last year's.
but still. my luminaria's pretty cool ^^

and now that the holidays are here,
i'm back to reading my novels (:
i know, i should be reading revision books.
but right after this one.
haha.
nicholas sparks is awesome :)

and i just got back from JB, for cousin enita's first holy communion,
but i shall update about that next time. with pictures! :D.

this is pretty random, but i just figured its better to write something then leave it hanging dead. hahahahhaha.

so before i go, here's something for you to look at and reflect on..

yes, emo sessions at justin's has never been better.

"If conversation was the lyrics, laughter was the music, lets make time spent together a melody that could be replayed over and over without getting stale."

this one's for you, love.

one more week.

2010-05-26T13:57:00.001-07:00

I AM SO SICK OF THIS.

AREN'T YOU?

one more week.

2010-05-26T13:57:00.000-07:00

I AM SO SICK OF THIS.

AREN'T YOU?

2010-05-18T19:11:00.000-07:00

I am going to be great.
No matter how hard I have to work to get there.

and so it begins.

2010-05-17T06:10:00.000-07:00

MIDTERMS.
Dum. Dum. Dummmmmmmmmm.

BWS.

2010-05-12T08:30:00.000-07:00

I'm currently struggling with Blackberry Withdrawal Syndrome.

YES, my blackberry has been confiscated due to SPM's sake thanks to my itchybutt who

can't stop fiddling with it every single second.

from now on, I am using some lame-ass nokia and will only receive my BB on fridays,saturdays, sundays, school holidays, public holidays, self-declared holidays, and special occasions only :D.

till SPM ends, that is.

oh and i'm deactivating my facebook account too.

SO Kenneth, better keep my password to yourself till my midterms end thanks :).

so yah,

.... study la. -___-

i know i know, sacrifices has to be made.

9 A's coming my way :).

oh, and by the way, say hello to my early seventeenth birthday present.

taylor! :D.

*i love my dad very very very very very much :).

SOOOOOOOOO BLESSED :D.

* and btw, it's not what you think it is, i'm not a spoiled brat kayh.

my dad just got it for me to teach me to be responsible and independent and more mobile

instead of having to depend on others for transport or using CRAPPY public transportations.

anyone else here who has issues with that,

go shoot yourself because i can't be bothered.

go ahead and spread false rumours or talk crap about me,

see if i care.

you're the one who needs to grow up anyway :)

smile, though your heart is aching.

haha, bye. ;)

i will, i promise :).

show life that you have more reasons to smile, then to frown :).

2010-05-08T07:06:00.000-07:00

Charlie says HI :).

Hi. im too lazy to blog about what's going on with my life,

so i assume short updates will do :).

WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING LATELY?

this.

with the midterms being a week away,

I have been trying to fit "studying" in as much as i can in my daily schedule.

and as usual, my biological clock already went haywire :)

i've been trying to make myself busy on weekends by going to the library and form four classes for addmaths to prevent sleeping at home.

SCHOOL's been fun, having to appreciate even the little things that make me smile :)

like bimbo-fied koperasi trips with Bo, getting high on peelfresh,

drama rehearsals, and just casual hang outs.

I'm gonna miss this.

and of course,

long conversations at the emo corner.

i love our block :)

last week, we had our oral presentation and we did what we did best.

F&E tv. 2.0!

having arthur and yas as the anchors,

eric as the live-report man!

and yes, i was the sesat mclaren fan there who didnt know what lotus was and decided to be a bimbo :)

and i was the daily five gossip woman,

dona was the sports woman, and of course,

every class has a sexy weather girl ;p

dyn exactly expect to get high marks,

it was pretty much just for fun! :D.

and here's angry bear Eric.

haha, so cute la he.

FYI, I STILL LOVE YOUR SLK :)

i wanna go back to lookout point for my birthday :D.

YES, my birthday's a month and five days away :D.

(yahhh, nothing wrong with having a countdown kay! ;p)

I KNOW everything i post up is probably totally unrelated to how I feel right now,

but yea. like I said, Randoommmm. :)

on a side note, this goes to all of you out there.

don't you bother spending even a second of your life with people who doesn't deserve you.

with SPM being closer every minute, I'm starting to care less about all the little things that doesn't bring me any good in life.

It's pointless, yo!

I'm happy to finally admit that my life has opened up to a completely different chapter now,

and changes in so many ways that I'm truly satisfied with all I have.

You cant always get what you want, but you'll get what you need, and a little bit more :).

2010-05-01T23:17:00.001-07:00

i have faith in us,
i believe in you and me. :)

haters only know my name, not my story.

2010-04-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

so guess what? I have removed my cbox, and by the way, terence91 or whatever your name is,

may God bless your lifeless soul who has nothing better to do but come and trash me on MY blog.

if you think you'll be able to break me down, you're wrong because I honestly don't care.

I have more people with me, then against me.

and everyone else should just move on with their lives, I'm fine with that.

if you really dislike me that way, come tell it straight to my face,

if you're too chicken to do that,

get off my page.

I'll pray everyday that God finds you something better to do.

209 days away from SPM!

2010-04-17T22:12:00.000-07:00

somewhere between all our late night conversations, long talks, stupid little fights

and ridiculous jokes,

I fell in love.

don't you ever let me go.

2010-04-17T07:47:00.000-07:00

Light up your face with gladness

Hide every trace of sadness

Although a tear may be ever so near

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying?

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile :)

everything's gonna be alright :)

2010-04-15T05:40:00.000-07:00

hell-o everyone.
i have too many blahs in my head so i figured the most perfect place to blurt it all out, is here.

1. camp is in a week.
if you think i've got it cool, you're wrong.
IM FREAKING OUT!!

2. I've been sleep deprived the whole week due to the excessive amount of work to do.

3. I still have time to dance and sing that song that's stuck in my head all day.

4. I'll be just fine with or without you.
They say whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger :)

5. I survived the five-hour long KPP Driving course with J. Choy. It was funnay! Screw all you people who said it was boring.

6. I count the number of times i yawn per hour when i'm tired.
why? 'cause i'm cool like that :)

7. Christopher looks like Alex the lion from Madagascar.

8. I never thought that at the end of the day, I'd be the one who's left alone doing most of the work.

9. for those of you who has helped me to make the camp a success, thankyousomuch.
i owe you a bunchies.

10. till the day camp ends, my heart will never be in rest.

11. Hey soul sister, please get out of my head. Its been stuck for months that i can even sing you backwards!

12. Justin Bieber is stuck in my head. Baby baby baby ohhhhhh. ;)

13. I've been reading too many of Nicholas Sparks' books lately, i really gotta go back to my revision books.

14. Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia is 223 days away.

15 Jesus loves you. Oh yea, and me too! :)

16. my font's purple because i like it. nyehnyeh.

you know who you are :)

look how the stars are shining down on you :)

2010-04-07T05:21:00.000-07:00

I want to hear you say,
who I am is quite enough.
Just wanna be worthy of love,
and be beautiful.

abandoned blogging since my phone has ubertwitter.
follow (:
http://twitter.com/fabymaby

shut up and drive.

2010-04-05T05:40:00.002-07:00

just when my daddy thought i couldn't get any black-er,
Justin Choy gave me tickets for F1! :)

so i grabbed my brother's flag, and his mclaren jersey, and went to watch my baby in action.

LEWIS HAMILTON! :DDDD.

yep, i was one of those Mclaren chicks.
was pretty bummed i couldn't go with my brother though.
but he promised to take me grandstand next year! (if there's even a race)
It was fun nevertheless, went with kenny, dnesh, and bo and met up with the rest later on!

yahh, so they screwed me for not supporting team lotus.
not my fault lah okay! at least better than eric who supported Force India -__-
was worth all the sunburn and the traffic jam, the race was awesome!
(and unbelievably loud too)

although they didn't win I'm still proud of Lewis Hamilton and Jenson Button to be in 6th and 8th place considering they started off quite far back due to the weather during qualifying.
I'd honestly have to say the best part was the adrenaline rush you get when they overtake!
SO COOL OMG.
Those Redbull cars are crazy fast too btw. P-SYCHO.

it didnt matter how much sunblock we used. We all got burnt anyways.
but it was all worth it :)

i laff you lewis!

screw what you have to say, Team Mclaren all the way :)

shut up and drive.

2010-04-05T05:40:00.001-07:00

take a sad song, and make it better :)

2010-04-05T04:53:00.000-07:00

hey ho.

school's just like school.
busy and crazy llike the usual.

but considering it's our last year, it's okay :)

Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia is 232 days away, and i can't freaking wait for all the activities to end.
just seems like too much already.
I'll be an udang-di-sebalik-batu by june already :)
byebye fb,twitter,blackberry, social life, etc.
i keep telling myself everyday, that this is all gonna be worth it.
I'm only doing this to make my family proud, and prove to them that I could do this.

Melawati High's marching competition has ended, although we didn't win anything
(when you compete against pandu, of course you won't win anything)
I am still proud of my squad for all the effort they've put in aside from the screaming and yelling and standing under the 12-o' clock sun.

I am so proud to be your commander for one last time, one last year.
(aside from how bitchy i am xD)
Do forgive me for my rights or wrongs, I'm only human.

we love you MR GANESH :)
you the man!
I'm so honoured to be president this year, I love you guys to bits.state first aid competition is ovah! haha. we didn't win anything comparing to those robots who shaved their sideburns. (yes, including the girls! :O)
I'd have to say we were probably underprepared, but it's not fully our fault considering how screwed up our area is.

was still a good and fun experience :)
unplugged was a success. :)
:)
special thanks to all of you for coming, and for supporting us and cheering us on!
hope you guys liked my rendition of hey soul sister :)
i wanna do an acoustic cover but....
oh well, one day.
haha.sports day was funny! haha. standing at the sidetracks running with people to cheer them on.
the crowd's getting lamer and lamer year by year.
Thank God this is my last :p
CNY at Justin's was awesome :)
and okay la, i admit.
I CANT PLAY THE ELECTRIC GUITAR.
HOW SCREWED UP IS THAT. HAHA.
melawati live 2.0 was fun! simply because i won a 3days2nights stay in a 2 bedroom apartment in LANGKAWI! :)
i miss my cousins in JB.

and oh yea, one last thing.

may the forces be with you ;p

your atmosphere is all i'm breathing in.

2010-03-09T07:00:00.000-08:00

the scars we wear reminds us
the more we change, the more we're all the same.
As much as it kills you,
you'd go back and make the same mistakes.
over and over again.

you're the only drug i need.

2010-03-06T17:54:00.000-08:00

melawati unplugged is today! :)

i don't know if i sould be scared or excited, haha.
pray that i dont screw up!

well on the second thought, all our 200 tickets are sold out! :)
thanks for all the support,yo!

2010-03-04T05:44:00.000-08:00

so. freaking. stressed.

passing up camp proposal first thing tomorrow morning.

f*ck this man. :(

on a second thought, here's something that'll cheer you up fo'sho.

i love you, kina grannis!

hey soul sister.

2010-03-01T04:16:00.000-08:00

sup bloggers and blogstalkers?
i've been so busy that i've forgotten the fact that I actually DO have a blog :)

I'll update about things in the past... sooon.
there's just too much.

and right now, my days are packed with lots of studying,schoool, friends, choir, kawad, first aid, st johns camp, prom, melawati unplugged, etc etc etc.

but anyways, that's not why i'm here.
I'm here to invite all of you to the fundraiser of the year!
come on over to studio cafe this sunday afternooon for four hours full of pure relaxation and fun!
Melawati Unplugged in an event held to showcase local talent since the music industry in this country is slowly declining.

there will be about 14-15 performances, tickets are only limited to 150 and they are 20 ringgit each, and each ticket holder is entitled to 1 free drink!

profits are donated to charity and the smk taman melawati prom committeee.
all in all, I promise it'll be so much fun!

see you there, sucka :)

shut up and just breathe.

2010-02-24T02:10:00.000-08:00

It's two am, feeling like I just lost a friend.
I hope you know it wasn't easy for me.

I can't wait to get out of highschool.
Away from the drama :O

i love you berry berry much.

2010-02-09T22:17:00.000-08:00

guess whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat (?)

:D.

:DD.

:DDD.

i got my berry!
it's not just any strawberry, blueberry, or raspberry,
it's a blackberry curve javelin.

and i honestly don't care what you say about blackberrys, i still love it anyways :)

I do get a lot of questions such as "why never buy an iPhone" and "what makes the Blackberry so special?"

so,

here's top ten reasons why I think the BlackBerry is awesome.

1. screw what other people say, the Blackberry can beat the iPhone flat to the ground.
just go google it and there are hundreds of that are stating out hundreds of reasons why a blackberry is a way better phone than an iphone.
I'm also fed up of the touch panel, It's pretty much like my ipod touch anyways,
YOU GET BORED OF IT AFTER A CERTAIN PERIOD OF TIME.
i love my buttons :)

2. once you subscibe for the broadband plan, not only can you stay on windows live messenger 24/7 making it FREE for people to contact you when they're online, the BlackBerry also has a software called Blackberry Messenger that enables you to stay in touch with your fellow friends who has a BB no matter where you go :)
all you have to do is just type in their bbm codes and you automatically get to chat with them no matter where you are!

3. Facebook and twitter, as we all know is highly addictive. The blackberry has a facebook and twitter software enabling you to tweet, blog, facebook, or even surf the web no matter where you are. Super convenient rights? (i know, you can do that with the iPhone too)

4. screw all you people who pays too much details to the camera, the Blackberry comes with a 3.2 megapixel camera with flash :)
if you cared so much about how many megapixels your freaking phone camera is, GO BUY A CAMERA.

5. not only does the blackberry function as a really good phone, its durability can go up to 2 years or more, not like the new models of sony ericsson who may have a software defect/problems after 3-4 months of usage. (speaking from experience ;p I HATE SONY ERICSSON.)

you know what they say, once you use a Blackberry, you'll never go back.

6. everything is so convenient because everything is at a touch of button.
I LOVEEE this function because i Hate complicated phones.

7. It doesn't lag like how the LG's and the SE's and sometimes even the nokia!
my brother has been using a BB over two years and not even one single problem.
:)

8. i'm loving the fact that my whole family uses blackberry!
the "family bond" can be strengthtened by communicating with each other for free with the BB Messenger. hahahahahah.

9. the blackberry smartphones comes with a QWERTY keyboards instead of those numbers that you have to use your dictionary to save time. It also comes with a trackball, which is LOVEEE, i tell you :) way way way better than joysticks or just normal buttons.

10. do you still need another reason?
lawl. ignore me, I'm too in-love with my blackberry :)

so get a blackberry now, so we can like blackberry messenger each other!
hahahahahha.
bimbo-ness. :)

alrights, I'm off to my afternoon nap (:
and btw,
** did i mention how much i LOVE my dad?

you may say i'm a dreamer, but i'm not the only one.

2010-02-06T22:57:00.000-08:00

the most touching song ever sang on GLEE.
EVER.

alrights, i have a gazillion things to do now.
will blog about everything in a reaaaaaaaaally long post.
i wanna sleep. nites :)

get tangled up in me.

2010-02-04T06:40:00.001-08:00

colour of the month!

too busy to update.

so,
here's a solution!
(my brain's so awesome got backup plan all okay!)

http://twitter.com/fabymaby

i update regularly, follow me to know what's goin on, yo!
ps- getting my bb in two weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks ;D.

i hope that you're happy we're even now.

2010-01-28T07:36:00.000-08:00

they say, time heals everything.

I'm still waiting.

I'm still hurting.

as much as you'd like to think that I'm okay, I lied.

because I never wanted you to know how much you made me cry.

hi, so here's a mash-up of what's been going on lately.

school is so HECTIC.

especially when you have to shuffle tuitions, homeworks, sleep and still have time to do your revision.

I'm not complaining, there's no time for that now because we all know that nothing gets better along the way.

so we shall just enjoy it then :)

I really don't know if i'm the only one who realises this but my class is so nerdy 8)

we're the only ones who actually takes things seriously.

all you have to do is step upstairs and see all the other classes, oh my. :O

I miss my friends.

I'm not kidding, i realllyy miss you guys.

i just can't wait for kawad and choir to start so we can hang out, and i can finally let go of all that SPM tension.

it's nice to be around someone who doesn't think about their studies all the time sometimes.

Choir practises starts tomorrow, and im the Soprano 2 leader.

and i really hope that this year would be awesome since all the old members came to revive the choir for the very last timeeee!

and for those of you who didn't get it, there's always a next year okays. :)

I seriously don't get all these power crazy people.

I really don't see the point of having a post in the first place when all you do with it is take the fame and the glory.

HERE'S A REALITY CHECK.

it comes with a lot of work, and duties, and if you suck at it, the blame eventually comes back to you.

I really don't like getting a post unless i'm certain that I'll do my best to make it all happen.

WHO GIVES A SHIT ABOUT KOKO MARKS LA SERIOUSLY?

it really doesn't matter what post you get, if you still don't join activities,

your marks would be as low as everyone else's.

if you suck at leading, it just means that you're not born to lead.

don't like the truth? keep lying to yourself. :)

me being the president of St. John's '10 just makes me realise that

I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHAT PEOPLE HAS TO SAY ABOUT MY LEADERSHIP VALUES.

I remember taking shit from a lot of people last year, who only knew how to criticize everything I did wrong, but when it was their turn to do their job, they sucked.

if you don't know what's going on, I'd prefer you keeping your thoughts to yourself. :)

so the 23 of us skipped school on saturday for the sekolah ganti crap.

and those who actually attended school ponteng-ed halfway, and left.

yesterday, pn. Fidzah was absent so the whole 5 Maju got called into the Bilik Mesyuarat.

i swear we had no idea what the hell was going on.

as we entered, I saw that penolong kanan teacher, (forgot her name)

and there was a list of all our results for akhir tahun last year on the projector screen.

WE ALL FREAKED OUT.

then we heard that the Guru Besar was coming in, so fantastic.

so they made a big deal about us skipping school on saturday,

and our names were called out, one by one being asked for the reason why were we even absent on the day.

my alasan was fantastic okayh.

i told her i got piano class and it couldn't be rescheduled.

unlike some doinks like arthur who said

"takde minat, cikgu"

or people like Eric who said

"TIDUR".

freaking funny okay!

then she started talking about how "excellent" our results were.

yes, i was being sarcastic.

I'm really sorry we don't have a brain/the rajin-ness like Chua does, okay!

she started calling out our names one by one, telling you what subjects you failed

*like we don't already know that =.-*

"FABIOLLA NETTO, MATEMATIK TAMBAHAN, GAGAL".

sigh, my heart crashed when i heard that.

addmaths has always been my weakness, yet i just sit there and do nothing to fix it.

then she lectured us about balancing our time,

and how we needed to STUDY FOR 5 HOURS A DAY.

and she screwed us for NOT GOING SUKANTARA.

and she says she wants us to be active in ko-kurikulum also.

she even said to reschedule all tuitions just to attend the stupid sports crap.

do we look like robots, honestly?

life is so hectic as it is already.

then fairus lectured us about the merit system.

whatever la.

such a pointless two periods.

so today was the photoshoot for PERSADA.

it's unbelievably early this year!

that's karin the bitch, haha.

and so yea, we actually arranged our positions and stuff.

and lizzie wanted to sit up front, so she did.

and she was wearing her pinafore, everything was fine.

till the teacher said.

"Elizabeth tak boleh duduk depan. sexy sangat"

everyone started laughing. hahahahaha.

and all the guys from the other classes were like

"ala cikgu, tak best la nanti tengok persada"

and they replaced her with some malay girl with a tudung, haha.

and as we were walking back to class, she was singing TOO SEXY.

then we had our english presentation where me, liz, and eric presented the feefee.

*which i'm going to warn you now, eric that if you plan on bringing it again to school i WILL steal it away from you and never give it back ^^

i have to say that we're the best bimbos ever okay.

especially with elizabeth on my team, she acted like a bimbo and all i had to say was

"don't worry, feefee has a fan!"

HAHAHAHAHAHH.

yes, we were the best.

unlike arthur's team who did the DANIEL-ER =.-

the thing that made you lose weight in the matter of seconds?

it was so LAME. and mean, haha.

OH WELL, for those of you attending batu caves this saturday for thaipusam,

don't forget to drop by wherever i'm tugasing and say HI!

i'll be with twenty five other st. john members from Melawati high for our public duty from 7am till 2 pm.

if you're there around this time,holla at me.

*high chances i'll be on the stairs this year!

and please ignore my nursing cap regardless of how bad it looks on my head, thank you.

alright, i'm off to bed.

just felt like I neglected my blog. heeeee.

and btw, to all the ex 5 Sejahtera people

*cough* SYMREN*cough*

WE SAW WHAT YOU PEOPLE WROTE ON THE PROJECTOR SCREEN IN OUR CLASS.

what the crap is "ballio was here?"

don't stop believing.

2010-01-22T20:37:00.000-08:00

guess whaaaaat everybodeyh?

i have a new favourite tv show!
but i don't watch it on tv, lah. too slow haha.

im currently addicted to

yeap, that's right, I am a GLEEK. :)
this musical based tv show is soo good, that you just feel like getting off your chair and start dancing.
heck, even my brother is addicted to it.

and unlike all the lame-oes watching it on starworld every week,
Im watching it online from a website my brother gave me.
I can't wait for season two!

not only do I not have to wait for star world every week,
i can watch it on any suitable time that i just feeeeeeeeel like watching GLEE!
*which pretty much explains the dissapearance and the last minute homework.

why can't our school choir sing fun songs like these for warm up,hmm?
it's not fair :'(

and the people in the glee club, their voices are super amazing.
their covers are so damn nice. ohmygahh!

and it's true what aiman said, how do we survive and live like a normal student when all the good shows are starting? hmm?
i'm gonna DIE.
its bad enough that my schedules are so unbelievably hectic nowadays, I've gotta start planning the St John's camp because the paperwork has to be submitted by february or say bye bye to camp.

so yeah, here's what you need to do.

WATCH GLEE!
and here's a sneak preview of my favourite video,
because all of the guys were so freaking high. and their mash-up was awesome :)

and here's another one called don't stop believing!

i'm off, bye geeks :)

gravity pulls you back to where you belong.

2010-01-20T06:09:00.000-08:00

i know i haven't really posted up a proper post lately,

most of em' are probably five minute updates.

but now since i've lost my mood to do my freaking homework, i figured i have time to type out a bit :)

i'm honestly still trying to get used to senior year. Being the eldest, the form fives, staring at all the super tiny form one kids passing by you so happily.

those were the days :')

I'm missing the presence of the ex-form fives. The people we'd go and talk to everyday after school, go lunch with every friday, sit in meetings with, now it all just seems like we're in control of everything.

and this is the moment where everyone tends to get serious.

some tends to come to their senses early, and decided to start preparing for the big SPM now,

some just decides to have fun and panic later.

I am still confused on which one of these categories i wanna be in.

so i went to the STAR paper education fair the other day,

looking at college booths, hot hot guys, and guys standing there and convincing you that their college is the best out there.

it was the point i figured i'll never feel for another year or so.

it finally came to me. that feeeling.

I stood there in the midst of hundreds telling myself.

"this is the point of your life where you start deciding".

i kept telling myself that, over and over again.

i'm a big girl now.

so as me, jayshree, kiren,sym and kenneth visited booths like Taylor's, sunway, IMU, SEGI, ICHM, UCSI, LKW, KDU and listening for what they had to say,

i got even more confused.

i had a mindset of wanting to do pharmacy, or pharmaceutical chemistry. or maybe engineering.

and after listening to everything, i kept asking myself.

"is this what you want to be doing for the rest of your life?"

"are you the type who can sit there and study for hours or researching in a lab?"

i wanted a better person out of me.

it was then i knew that i could be anything i want, and no one could stop me.

and i started opening up my mind to courses such as psychology, mass communications, Business Admin, Culinary Arts, or maybe even music. :)

i was soo confident that I didn't wanna be that boring person, sitting there and studying the whole time. I wanna be the person who speaks up.

but then watching simmi being so confident in herself, registering for college.

i wanted to be like her. why didn't I have her courage to tell my parents?

as we walked back from the convention centre to KLCC to grab a bite,

i started thinking of every possible way to explain to my parents how much I didn't want to do pharmacy or engineering.

there's already a mechanical engineer and a chemical engineer at home.

takkan they want another one?

and as sym noticed i was being abnormally quiet.

she told me

"fabi, i know what you're going through right now. i know it's hard. i know that feeling cuz i've been there. its like you wanna do one thing and your parents want you to do another, right? the only way is to sit them down and tell them exactly what you want. they have to agree somehow, it's your life"

and that was it.

i broke down.

IN THE MIDDLE OF FREAKING KLCC .

i don't know why it bothered me so much.

I had a whole year to think about it.

and as I got in the car, goey reminded me on how i'm capable to do great things.

and she was being such a great sister boosting me up to tell my dad that I wanna do masscom or psychology :)

and as i got home, I got screwed to the point where you cant get any screwed-er.

I wasn't even given a chance to explain and I got screwed for not wanting to do pharmacy.

as i walked away, and cried in my room.

they made up my future in just the matter of minutes.

"fabi is going to do engineering. just like me. and she's gonna do her master's in logistics and graduate, just like me" says the brother.

so i told them no the next day.

and i said its either I'll do psychology in Nottingham, or Business in sunway.

and it's final.

because i wanna like what I do.

and i wanna help children.

i wanna do child psych.

and honestly, there is no point worrying about all of this now,

because it doesn't matter what course you take,

you'll have to work your best for SPM anyway :)

so yes, think SPM!

TRUST ME, the panic kicked in already.

thanks to my chemistry tuition teacher who reminded us of trials, and how many months we have left, and how it's not a joke O.o

but what I don't get is,

HOW IN THE WORLD does the teachers expect us to study for everything and be ready early when our everyday schedules are packed with their freaking homework?

crazy. :(

i attended the seminar pengurusan kelab dan persatuan in school last saturday.

and can i please say that it was the boringest crap i have ever attended in my sixteen and a half years of life?

i sat there for like five freaking hours listening to his crap that DID NOT help me at all.

it didn't teach me how to do paperwork, how to be a better leader, nothing.

waste of my time =.-

thank God me and sherlie actually sat there and brainstormed what we wanna do for St John Ambulans this year.

we have awesome ideas, i promise you that :)

I'll make sure that this year is gonna be the best year yet for all you St John-ers :)

anyhoo, I've been stuck sick at home for two days already.

and i've been medicating myself with lots of music and sleep.

because my days have been feeling really really empty lately.

so here's my favourite cover of oficially missing you, done by janice and sonia.

till next time, freaks. :)

don't you ever let me go.

2010-01-15T07:18:00.000-08:00

hello :)
so as a summary of two weeks of schooling, all i can say is that

1.Zaharah Saad is a freaking bullet train, but she's the best addmaths teacher you can ask for.

2.Maimon is mental, and she talks too much, and gives too much homework.

3.The school is mean for giving St Johns the freaking volleyball courts for our perjumpaans and activities.
(our members are evolving and we have to fit 2oo people in that small space?)

4. I used to hate being in the first class and being the only class that's on the first floor. but i love it now. WE RULE 2ND FLOOR MANN.

5. choir auditions was just unbelievably lame. i spent so long to choose a song and practise for my auditions and all i had to do was sing two freaking scales and the teacher said NEXTT! without even wanting to hear me sing my song. what the crap?

6. i am AMAZED at the number of people who signed up for kawad. like 75 girls and 56 boys. let's just hope half of them don't backout halfway.

7. there's a perjumpaan st john's next saturday. be there yo :)

8. i think.. the pressure started kicking in already.

9. tuition and homeworks are draining out a lot of my time.

10. im so lazy to go for that kursus kepimpinan for the pengerusi and the setiausahas tomorrow :(

11. i should go sleep now. HAHA. byyeee.

those were the days that changed our lives, and made us new.

2010-01-14T07:38:00.000-08:00

just when you feel like giving up just yet,

you find a song just like this.

i've been addicted to this since 2006/2007.

*i became somebody through loving you.

time is passing by soooo slow, isn't it?

2010-01-12T08:13:00.001-08:00

it doesn't even feel like 12th of January.

i feel so exhausted i just can't wait for this month to be over.

as I'm eating my IKO crackers in class,I'd be looking at the time on my phone and wondering why the heck does the time pass so freaking slow

(especially in MAIMON's class since she spends the whole 1 hour 20 minutes talking).

my days are so routined and I hardly switch on my laptop to blog. well, except for now since i finished my bm crap.

stupid, stupid homework(s).

my weekdays are crowded with homeworks and meetings and my weekends are crowded with tuition, family time, and more homework.

but to all of you who were there for me to make my day in school brighter, thank you :)

i am STILL waiting for that moment where the pressure starts to kick in and i'll be knocking myself in the head telling myself to study.

just a reminder ; i get a little bit kuku when a major exams are approaching.

but for now, I'm off to bed.

and oh,

say hello to the PRESIDENT of Persatuan St John Ambulans 2010 :)

prove to me that forever exists.

thanks for the memories.

2010-01-06T23:55:00.000-08:00

my perfect sky, it's torn.

if you love something, set it free.
if it comes back to you, it doesn't change a thing.
- it can walk away from you anytime, any day, any minute now.

when love knocks you down, don't expect him to be there to pick you up.

2010-01-02T10:33:00.000-08:00

No, i'm not trying to act like I know everything,
but I will be there for you when you need help.
that's the promise I make to you.

I can't believe my senior year starts tomorrow.
as of tomorrow, the fourth of January 2010,
I am pushing myself to go online only on weekends.
I may be on facebook/twitter but that'll probably be after school on my mobile therefore I will be only be blogging on a weekly basis.

well, that is IF i'm willing to resist all temptations that are drawing me towards my lappie :)
although, I think I will blog if my fingers are unbelievably itchy and I probably have nothing else to do.

one of my new year's resolutions IS to work harder,
so let's see how long that lasts, yes?
because I promised myself in 2008 that i will NOT screw up trials like i did for PMR.
heck, i only started studying after trials! HAHA.
not gonna happen this year :)

and btw, my 2010 song is Use Somebody.
it was the first song i played on my computer without realising it.
awesomeness. :)

tomorrow, we're going back to reality.
I'm hoping for the best, but expecting the worst.
aussieaussieaussie.
i want a holiday :(
gonna work my butt off and beg daddy for a getaway after SPM.
whee!

have an awesome first day of school, everybody.

toodleloooos,

fab.

today is where your book begins.

2010-01-01T01:01:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYONE! :)

this is how i spent my last two days of 2009 :)

on the 30th, a bunch of us went to redbox for karaoke.
i'm gonna miss all you seniors when school starts :'(

Goey dropped us girls there and Sam drove.

so just when we thought things are gonna be awkward because the guys would definitely be superduper shy and sit down there and watch you sing like a retarded idiot,

THEY PROVED US WRONG. :D.
KENNETH ACTUALLY SANG ALONG TO SPICE GIRLS!
and he even danced with us too!

and after some time, Sam just stoood up and joined us acting all retarded.
we stoood on the sofa and started dancing like crazy for FOUR HOURS non-stop :)

even when the guys were eating, we were singing okay! hahahah.
see what i mean?
JIWANGGGGGG.

and camwhoring tooo!
i'm gonna mish you , shymren kaur :)

that's kenny and his horny face probably singing some really really weird song.

we sang literally everything okay. from superduper emo songs to really chunted songs to who let the dogs out to songs like BA BA BLACK SHEEP AND JINGLE BELLS!

trust me, we're THAAAAT retarded.

and kiren even sang her own version of your beautiful, in such a high-pitched tone deaf voice to the extend where sym had to close her ears.

i seriously pity the people outside, okay.
we were so bloody loud.
and kiren's version of your beautiful is

you're beatiful, you're beatiful.
you're beatiful, f**k you.
i saw your face, in a crowded place.
but it's time to face the truth.
I WILL NEVER SLEEP WITH YOU.
that's kenneth's reaction when i sang it to his face.
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
headbanging yo :)

we're so retarded okay :)
then kiren and kenneth were dancing around pavilion singing shots.
and we stood in the middle of pavilion watching kiren do the cancan @>@

like as if karaoke wasn't embarassing enough.
then we went to minum at Old Town to hang out and talk.

and kiren decided to act like a retard again.

and sam pretty much lost hope on kiren.
and kenneth pretty much did too. hahahahahahhahaha.

it was hilarious, okay.

simmi and her big goldfish eyes!

So then kenny and the kaurs followed me to daddy's office at the berjaya building to hitch a ride back home with him.

kenneth made me get lost inside sungei wang, and we came out exactly the same place where we went in.
stupid fellow i tell you!

well we managed to reach on time anyways.

and guess what's my future job?

a receptionist ^^
i look so cool right. HAHAHAHAH.

look at those freaks. hahahaha.

so yea, kenny followed me home as i got ready for the alternate zebras' anniversary party and btw, he gives really bad fashion advice ok.

don't ever talk to him about what you're planning to wear.
thank you very much :)

so the zebras' party was coool :)
it was at club's poolside and lots of people got thrown in the poool.
thank God i didn't. haha.

well i met a few new faces there, and Liz was amazed at the fact that i can talk to a random person just like that.

its cuz i'm cool like that la okay ;p
meet my partner in crime, Elizabeth Tan meow meow :)

and my other bestie, Jayshree Ganesan. :)
woooooots.
i love all you doinks.
very very very much heeeeeeee. :)

uglayh legs :(
more reasons to lose weight in 2010.

i've been friends with him since i was form one ^^
we go a looongggg way back in high school.
gonna miss the fact that when i go to school, he won't be there anymore.

mwah mwahs.

:)
serial camwhores.
and yes, kiren got thrown into the pool. hehe.

had fun anyways aside from all the small drama that happened,
got home and slept like a pig.
who knew karaoke-ing could get you so bloody tired.

well for new year's eve, i headed to aunty karen's place in the evening for a post-christmas/pre-newyear gathering.
designated driver who wasn't allowed to drink whatsoever :p
that's me clowning ^^

went there a bit early to help her out,well they did. x)
i just stood there and watched. HAHA.

and guess what i got for christmas?
a little miss naughty t shirt!
WITH MY NAME ON IT! HAHAHAHAHA.
how bloody awesome is that?

so then we camwhored outside while waiting for the caterer to come and deliver the food :)
thank you, J's girlfriend a.k.a kak Ain who bought me this all the way from London :)
its so cute it matches my dress ^^

one thing you need to know about cesca and me.

we can NEVER get tired of camwhoring.

NEVER. lolol.

oh and btw, if you're somewhat fed up of seeing too many pictures on my blog, get lost lah okay :)

i'm taking an initiative to upload five at a time for your viewing pleasure and i personally think that a blog without pictures is boring.
you need to open up your minds to something more than just words.

okay i need to stop merepek-ing and move on :)

giraffe :) hehehe.

vincent the bum!

sisters by blood :)
i love you guys!

hung out, drank wine.

talked and laughed about the stupidest things EVER.

met my grandmaaa :)
mwahs.

menyibuk-ed in pictures ^^

camwhored, lagi!

snap snap.

oh and btw, i forgot to tell you guys.
me and goey got a lumix LX3 for christmas :)

just that we got it a month earlier HAHAHAHAHHA.
its super awesome, if you're looking forward into buying a camera, i suggest you check out this camera. no regrets, YET.
my favourite picture, so far :)

then we headed over to the curve, super duper crowded okay!
we were lucky to even find a parking slot.
and walked around the mainstreet and heard some chinese dude singing some chinese song (?)
so we decided to go sit somewhere and grab a bite!
so we went to theobroma's chocolate lounge.

i love strawberry sensation.
yums!and belgian waffles with ice cream too,
double yums!
and fattening -.-
but seriously, everybody loves chocolate!

walked around the street in the midst of thousands ;p

that was probably my best shot... and it was moving.
so let's forget about that. HAHHAHA.
i personally think mickey mouse ears are way better than devil horns ^^
its so cute okk. hahaha. something different whee :)
so then we thought why don't we move forward? maybe we'll get better view of the fireworks.
little did i know that everyone up front was just spraying everyone with the stupid snow spray.

and then i decided to be a bitch :)

this stupid malay dude came to me and said
"eh comel la. nak spray ke tak nak?"
and i was like.
YOU SPRAY ME I'LL SHOOT YOU.

and then i just walked forward and was surrounded by a whole big group of sprayers just spraying at you.
and you're right in the middle of them. freaking scary okay.
due to shock, all i did was scream like a little girl.
luckily i had vincent who just covered me and walked out.

once i was out of the stupid circle i turned and shouted
"F**K YOU LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"

and just kept on walking.
and so many other people sprayed too after that okay.

i just used to F word alot heheh :)

i kena a bit only because i was avoiding a lot, and decided to stand by the side and got the perfect view for the fireworks.
i get the seee the one from the curve, and one utama, at one same spot :D.
and that's vincent's mickey mouse face btw. EPIC FAIL. HHAHAHAH.

so then there were 20 seconds left to 2010, and we countdown-ed
and we witnessed at least ten minutes of non stop fireworks.
so unbelievably pretty, i tell you.
i was freaking amazed.
so preeeeeeeeeeetyyy :)

and then there was this group in front of me, this guy sprayed another guy.
and that guy was so amazingly gay.
he went with that girly voice
"ehhh jangan laaah jahat la youuu niiiii"
so bloody bimbotically funny.
hahahahaha.

and then i received a text

from jayshree ganesan.
and just when i opened it,
it says
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONEEE!
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
and she actually forwarded it to all her friends!
then five minutes later i received a message saying hey that was a mistake i'm not drunk or anything hahahahah but happy new year!

....i still think she got drunk last night x)
while we were in the car, being stuck in traffic since everyone was trying to get out of mutiara damansara, we witnessed a schoolbus hitting a honda city!
freaking funny okay! and there were like damn a lot of cops everywhere.
we just kept laughing and laughing cuz the bus was stuck, and while reversing it hit another car, and he eventually gave up and just stopped the bus there while waiting for traffic to slow down. LOL.

WHAT A WAY TO START A YEAR.

and btw, we headed over to barbarillos near wangsa maju.
very cool bar i must say, cool hangout place. :)
now we don't have to go so far to lepak wooots ^^

i have pictures but they're in the cam which is some other part of the house and i'm just too lazy whee!

happy new year everyone,
let's just pray that 2010 d0esn't dissapoint us,yes? :)

toodles, mwahs.

*one of my brother's new year's resolutions this year is to teach me how to drive manual :)
wheee!

hello 2010.

2009-12-30T21:07:00.000-08:00

i want to blog about yesterday's redbox trip and the zebras' anniversary party, but my brother is talking and my dad is talking to the dude that is setting up six cameras in my house and its very disturbing and i gotta go get ready for my aunt's open house. :)

so i guess you'd only read the post in 2o10!

anyways,

this is my last post for the year '09.

a new year, a new beginning, a new resolution, a new me.

as of 2010 starts,

I plan to cut down on outings, lose weight, cut down on facebooking, start studying, set my priorities straight, and lots more.

a long list of new year's resolutions :)

and tonight, if you're going to the mainstreet at the curve please do gimme a call so we can meet up! wheee.

its amazing how fast time passes and next thing you know I'll be going to college already.

since this is our last year in school uniforms, I know that it's gonna be the best schooling year of our lives.

we'll be the awesome batch of '93.

so let us make new memories in 2010, shall we?

here's a vid of my current favourite song.

toodles,darlings.
see you next year!

i hope that when the clock strikes midnight your loved ones are there with you. :)

tomorrow, i'll be over you.

2009-12-28T07:05:00.000-08:00

since 2010 is around the corner.
here are my lists of seven things :)

7 things you need to know about me before 2009 ends.
1. I have recently developed a new passion for baking. maybe i should consider opening a bakery. :D.
2. I have big dreams. As ridiculous as it may sound, I day dream alot.
3. i am weirder than you think I am. no shit.
4. I am still waiting for my swimming pool of ice cream.
5. I named my ukulele "Yuki". just because.
6. I constantly have voices in my head singing so many different melodies at the same time.
7. I think that's pretty cool ^^

7 things 2009 has taught me.
1. let go of all the hate inside of you. there are no point of making enemies, let go of all the drama.
2. how to be a better leader, and be organized. St John's rock yo :)
3. how to appreciate my friends and family more.
4. SPM is not a joke.
5. how to set my priorities straight.
6. that addmaths is a shitty subject, especially if you're a lazy ass.
7. that self absorbed people don't deserve any of my time.

7 things i want to achieve in 2010.
1. to be a better person,to love and cherish others more, to be a better friend, a better daughter, and a better sister.
2. to drive a lot better and learn how to drive manual.
3. to spend more time with music, get better at the ukulele and learn to play tabs on the guitar, and play more songs on the piano :)
4. to work my butt off and prove to my brother (and others) that i actually can do well for SPM. that i'm not such a screw up after all.
5. be a cool nerd 8-)
6. get closer to God and pray more often.
7. straight A's, a driver's license, and no NS. whee!

7 things i should do more often (or at least try to!)
1 .head to the gym more often. now that i have a 3 month membership at celebrity fitness! ;)
2. STUDY. need i say more?
3. TRY to do my homeworks. HEH.
4. listen to others instead of talking so much.
5. start banking in money instead of banking out of the account.
6. avoiding arguments with mum.
7. go to school. HAHAH.
7 things i shoud do less or avoid.
1. CURSING. hahahahahaha.
2. slacking. i.e : being a couch potato and sleeping the whole day in front of the tv. :D.
3. stop facebooking. BLOODY ADDICTIVE. :(
4. get a laupek phone with no wi-fi so I'll stop facebooking through facebook mobile!
5. avoid DRAMA. that's the last thing i need in my life now. so if you know deep down inside that you're a bitch, stay away from me okk. i don't wanna have anything to do with you whatsoever.
6. stop yelling so much and irritating others :)
7. Procrastinating. its one hell of a bitch.

7 things i would always want to remain the same.
1. the way my family are. :)
2. my crazily retarded friends. Let's just hope we'll stay together even when high school ends, yes?
3. my undying passion for music.
4. my retarded rabbits.
5. my randomness.
6. how close I am to my siblings.
7. how clean my room looks like now :D.

7 things i feel like doing right now.
1. going mamaking! :D.
2. playing the piano. but i really don't wanna wake up the neighbours. eheh.
3. karaoke-ing. Just have that urge to sing.
4. cleaning up my messy cupboard. althoughh... i think i'll pass.
5. disturbing simply so she licks my whole face. HAHAHAH.
6. editing photos. but there's too many, so never mind.
7. chucking my phone out the window, lagging alot -.-

7 things i just realised five minutes ago.
1. that i tend to crap alot.
2. that whatever you just read above doesn't benefit you in any way.
3. that all my rabbit's plates are empty so they're all just staring at me cuz they're hungry and they want me to fill their plates.
4. that goey is hungry and I'm not helping her by ignoring the message she sent me.
5. that new year's is in three days! wheee. :)
6. that i want whoever who's reading this to join me at mutiara damansara for the new year's countdown.
7. that i should probably stop boring you and go now. HEHE.

i love this picture because all the netto cousins look so cute :)

merry belated christmas and a happy early new year's! :D.

gooodbye 2009, hello 2010.
finally, baby!
i've been waiting for ya.

Santa Baby.

2009-12-23T08:40:00.000-08:00

it's the 24th of December, the day before Christmas day.

the long awaited season that I anticipate every year,

Christmas this year has definitely been different then what has usually been done and finally, I'm celebrating Christmas at home!

Sydney was awesome last year, and Singapore the year before that, but nothing would beat the feeling you get of being with all your family members, just sitting together after mass, eating fruit cake and drinking wine at your own home. :)

i don't need snow in London, or colourful lights in New york, or noisy streets in Singapore.

i just need one thing.

my family.

my crazy, always yelling at each other, loving, and awesome family.

so here I am, asking nothing but forgiveness this Christmas.

my apologies for everything I've done in the past.

and I want everything to remain just the way it is.

great friends, happy family, super cute rabbits, and a wonderful journey.

and guess who wants to wish you merry christmas too?

guessed yet?

simply the muruku bunny would like to wish you a Very merry Christmas!

and Mimi toooo! ^^

eeeek.

i took these photos two weeks ago but i figured that this would be the PERFECT time to put it up.

look at that cute tiny christmas hat! :)

and i really hope that you've set up your decorations already.

because if you haven't, it's not too late, babeh!

i decorated simply and mimi's cage with a stocking, which they ended up biting half of it.

im gonna put in treats for them on christmas morning! :)

JUJU and JOJO deserves a stocking tooo! :)

and look, even their pellets bowl is red. and if you look closer i hung ornaments on the top of the cage :)

don't forget to put plushees as your centrepieces.

look at that small fat suffocated santa. xD.

super cute right?

ahha.

and last but not least, light up that pretty little candle :')

so here i am, from the bottom of my heart, wishing all you readers, a very merry christmas and a happy holidays.

i love all of you with all my heart, and thank you for reading my blog.

much appreciated :D.

loves.

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*had to blog about this since vincent suruh ;p

since Christmas was only two days away and we've been busy with moving furniture around and other crap like spring cleaning and lots of charity crap,

we started panicking about the fact that WE HAVEN'T BAKED ANY COOKIES YET @.@

and my mum saw the cookie jar i bought in IKEA, and she told us to go get more.

like, TEN.

so we rushed like crazy pigs on our way to IKEA.

we had no time, to the extend where we were searching for cookie recipes in the car, on our way there.

I'm not kidding @.@

it's all because the hunt for goey's professional baking book took us soo long!

so there we were at ikea, hunting for one thing, and one thing only.

tadaaaaaaaa :)

bought twelve okay. two for my neighbour!

and apparently, they're so cheap that they costed only 5.50 each.

and it looks so nice.

awesome, kan?

i bet the counter dude freaked out ^^

so then we rushed from ikea, to bagus, to Giant, and to the wine shop and finally back home to start baking cookies!

and omg, they taste so good!

ask simmi if you don't wanna believe me (:

please do excuse my very messy kitchen, we were in such a rush that we just didn't care.

there were plastic bags EVERYWHERE.

HAHA.

well, after the third batch i had to go shower and get ready for Ashveen's Christmas Open house.

sorry goeyyyyyyyyyyy :(

my christmas tree is way cooler, okk. O.o

LOL.

and btw, i was so bummed about the fact that they didn't play Christmas songs that we made plans to go Caroling. but tak jadi. ish :/

so we tookk a few pictures :)

and dineish as usual was menyibukking.

love, love lovesss. :)

ahahaha and yes, we were THATT bored.

i love my reindeer headband :)

3 years old and still standing. ahhahaha.

its so awesomely cute right!

That's Dolah :)

and of course Gan just decided to pose like a retard lah.

AHAHAHHA.

oh and btw, simmi.

THANK YOU for that super awesome set of lipbalms you got me from Diva for Christmas.

i love you :)

mwahmwahs.

alrighty, long day tomorrow.

more cookies to bake.

toodles, love :)

melly chlismuss ;)

Coolness.

2009-12-22T11:35:00.001-08:00

Thank you vincent for updating my iPod software.

Now I can blog via ollie! :)

I should REALLY be Sleeping right now.
Bah, it's official. I'm nocturnal!

what if my ipod's stuck on shuffle?

2009-12-22T07:49:00.000-08:00

hello :)

okay the thing is i've been so busy for the past few days because my brother decided to
refurnish his room and repaint it etc and my parent's decided to get a new sofa set.

so my butt is currently sore because i sat on too many sofas and some of them were really really hard.
nevertheless, i have a new cabinet for my room!
which pretty much means i chucked a lot of things out, and managed to get organised.

and today i went ikea with vincent and cesca and bought more things, so I am (very) satisfied :)
and my brother's room looks so unbelievably cool, i'm jealous.

so here i am, writing the forgotten's again.
i feel so ashamed to be a blogger. who keeps stalling her blogposts ;p

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so last saturday was the MAA kidney-care Charity fund Rock and Roll fiesta.
was fun, was at a place called ceejay's in PJ :)

and Tiger, and also Celebrity Fitness were the official sponsors of the night!

the profits were donated to the Kidney Care fund in order to aid kidney patients and donating money to the dialysis patients!

the quatro. yums!

well there were at least ten to twelve bands that night, all playing songs from different decades and different genres. but the whole house was crowded when it was eight something ish.

but my favourite, Hydra only played after 12 am and i had to go home.

stupid curfew :(

well anyways,

these are the rooks.

which were pretty much average, hated the fact where they tried singing something by Rascal Flatts and failed, miserably.

but i loved the part where they sang use somebody by kings of leon.
which is SUPERAWESOME.

and unfortunately, it was the only picture i took of bands because i felt like it.

was too lazy to take the rest, was busy eating/drinking my orange juice (which vincent spiked!)
....well okay fine, i had a few drinks after that too :D.

there was this two piece band, where there was two guys, one with the guitars and one with the tabla. and they started singing songs like Kau Ilhamku and everything with the tabla!
was like a remixed version.
superawesome!

and we also celebrated uncle noel and gurch's birthday! :D.

well, we went to support a good cause, and MAA managed to PROFIT 12,000 ringgit out of the event :)

and kudos to all the kind hearted bands who played for free!

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so the next day, i attended the christmas party at trinity home, PJ!

(yap, the one with that bitchy caretaker!)
the hulaaa hoooop.

me and goey went with TONS of presents.
and even gifts for games and everything because we were in charged of the games.

and uncle cornelius was in charged of the barbecue. and he barbecued stuff like lamb, and chicken and sausages, yum!

and guess what.
THAT BITCHY CARETAKER NEVER EVEN STEPPED OUT OF THE HOUSE.
she sat down inside, watching tv.

WHAT THE HELL. like can't you at least come out and be thankful for the fact that we're doing this and at least talk to us a bit or at least step out of the house lah.
SHOW SOME GRATITUDE, WOMAN.

and even when we served the food, she just stayed inside there and watched tv.
what the hell is her problem? u need us to take for you the food and feed you is it?

and what's even worst is, the elder kids. like the 19 year old girl who asked for a handphone,
and the 21 year old boy who asked for the jersey BARELY said anything to us.
they just sat inside and watched tv.

wtf, why? because i didnt get you a "pink motorola?"

we did the best we could and i bought a lot of presents that are meant to be shared and can be played together. i bought kites, board games, etc and yet you wanna show that face?
heck, my aunt even brought an ice cream freezer from nestle specially for the kids!

aunty cynthia's kids, even dressed up as santarinas and gave away party packs with lots of goodies in them.
vincent had to sibuk there and claim he was santa.

and before we left, we were cleaning up the table outside (as the kids were all sitting inside, and so is the bitch) the bitch just came out and said to uncle cornelius' wife (who was PREGNANT) "make sure you all clean up the table arr. tomorrow we got function"

and there was so many other dramas too, but I shall not mention it to prevent myself from losing the christmas mood!

well, since she was being such a bitch, we only gave them a total of 25 presents excluding the ones we gave away for games, and decided to give it to an all-girls home in SS3.
at least they would appreciate us more.

and we gave akhil, aunty sunitha's 5 year old son a christmas present.
wheee!

look how happy he is!

he was so unbelievably cute okay, he didn't know how to play musical chairs.
and he got tired of running around circling chairs that he just ran to his mum halfway.
and claimed that he won later on. LOL.

the santarinas and me. they did that baloon thingo. they made me a poodle. hahahaha.
failed attempt of an elephant la tu.

cesca and the santarinas.

aaaanddd vincent. ahaha.
*

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oh and if you haven't watched the princess and the frog yet, GO.
it was awesome :)
*

*
on wednesday, i went to see my ENT at tawakal.
dr. solahudin or whatever his name was.
he was rather funny, and he stuck that camera up my nose, and that was probably the most ticklish that had ever been up that nose.
freaking scary, i started crying. HAHA.

well, turns out i don't have to have the surgery after all.
just a nose spray and after a month if it doesn't get better, then we'll talk :O
*

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on thursday night, i went for
Gan Nicholas' 15h birthday party!

well, i was so high, on God knows what.
that me and kiren started dancing like crazy.
and we even came up with a routine for all the single ladies.

very cool house, i must say.
superawesome :)
see what i mean? you get to be vain! ;D.
and look. you get to be vain!
HAHAHAHAHHAH :)

so then i brought my lumix.
so then we took pictures :)

:)

all the single ladies :)
hahahahaha.

rais mchorny.
see what i mean about him being horny?

kenny the monkey :)and he's another monkey! ahahahahha.
ashveen!
by the way, is anyone going for his open house tomorrow? ;O

ilainabananas :)

i remember the battles they had on the dance floor, and kenneth was so bloody awesome.
and i had to go against emma and ruth with kiren.
so we kinda like, scared them away.
because we planned everything before stepping up, we even did the ballet!
hahahaha.

and i still remember the funniest part was probably when Gan was fixing his sound system, at his DVD player.
and kenneth went up to him and said "EH GAN, GOT BOOZE AH?"
and gan said, "no dont have la, im using my dvd player"
hahahahahahahah. he thought kenny meant BOOST.

okay fine, you might not think its funny, but you'll laugh your guts out if you were there, okeh.

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on friday, i went to sunway pyramid with my cousin and then left to Rumah Kasih at SS3 for another christmas party.

it was a combined party between the all girls home, and the all boys home.
there's santaaa and santarina.
check out her boots weh!that's me and my aunt. hahahaha.

was unbelievably happy to see the kids being all cheerful and excited. :)
so happy to see them like that, seriously.

i went to krispy kreme after that.and look at how cute frosty is!
he actually had frosting on himself. LOL.
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so the next day, Jayshree picked me up at 11am and we headed over to kiren's place to help her out with the black and white party preps!we went to the AU JJ to shop!

with a freaking calculator!
see how productive we are? ^^

we even calculated the total number of stuffs we bought, and how much prego sauce we needed.
super cool.

and i actually sponsored the drinks. heh.
and no, it wasn't spiked.
we almost did though. hahahahah.

so then while we were paying, i came across this.
and the dude wasn't smiling. AT ALL.
and we were just standing there, laughing and laughing and laughing.
till the point where he gave kiren the receipt, and sym goes
"by the way, you're not smiling"

and we just laughed and walked away.

and we headed over to Pizza Hut to grab a bite.
and did you know. AU JJ is so enviromental friendly that even their Christmas trees are made out of recyclable items? super cool okay!
and some of the bottles even had water in them!

and there was this psychotic lady who couldn't stop staring at jayshree.
like seriously, WE WOULD KNOW IF YOU'RE STARING OKAY.
YES, IT'S THAT OBVIOUS -.-
and that's kiren's threatening face.
she was so called threatening sophia to join in the picture. LOL.

then we went back to kiren's place where we started to move furniture around.

set up tables and push them everywhere since we couldn't decide whether to put it at the garden or not thanks to the stupid rain.

we cooked pasta, just in case the food wasn't enough.
and we cooked a pasta on the side for nahrend who was vegetarian!

we also started camwhoring.
that's simmi and her "ring"
we also had the hottest ass competition.
which simmi won HANDS DOWN!
look at that man, looks like she had butt implants or something. hahahaha.
kiren praying for rain. hhahahahaha.
chased sheeba out of the house a few times.

and we also tried on dresses and decide on which one to wear! :)

so after almost everything being settled.
we went up to simmi's room to get ready.
her room is so bloody cool okay. then people started coming and we just ran and ran and ran to get things done.
the drinks, the food, the cups, the plates.
OH GOD. it was soo massive. hahahaha.
still got the chance to stop for a photo. :D.

but hey, i had so much fun!
HELLO. i was wearing white okay.
look behind the floral patterns.

unlike some dunggus who wore brown. and red. and maroon.
-.-
i dont know which part of "girls wear white and guys wear black" that they didn't understand.
you see. like this guy right here.
and omg dood, i was sitting with them at this table right, and i laughed like nobody's business.
to the extend where the WHOLE HOUSE heard me laughing.
and i think half of taman sri ukay too ;p

and we were already making plans for post spm trips and stuff, super awesome woots!
these are my section five darlings.
well, half of them lah ;p

aside from all the tension-ness that was going on,
when the dance floor opened.
i just LET GO OF EVERYTHINGG.

like seriously.
we did the macarena, i gotta feeling where we jumped non-stop and felix went "my appendix!"
ahhaha. and we did day n nite. and so many other songs.

we danced for hours, till the extend where our dresses were all covered in sweat!
and aunty Pat was so cool she even joined us on the dance floor.

OH and we even headbanged! ahahha but i did it halfway since i had to come home.
curfew :) but thank God it saved me from getting a bangover like the rest.
justin and all that. haahhaha.

but hey Justin, im still waiting for the bloody pictures!
and kiren, thanks for the awesome party! i had so much fun.

i love all you dudes and dudettes.
can't wait to party with you guys again :)

okay, its two am. I'm freaking exhausted and I have to wake up tomorrow and bake cookies.
LOTS OF EM.

*please pray for Juju.
hopefully his surgery goes well and he'll wake up and will not suffer side effects from the anesthesia. I really don't wanna celebrate christmas without him :(

:(

2009-12-18T08:16:00.000-08:00

im so sorry.
i've been so busy.
i've been out the whole day and its midnight and i have to go to bed because I have to be at kiren's at 11am tomorrow to help her out with the party stuff. :(

anyhooo, i'll blog when.... i feel like it! ahahahha.
but for now, here's something worth watching.

and christmas is just a week away, yay! :)

butterfly fly away.

2009-12-17T09:10:00.000-08:00

you were always there when i looked back :')

updates tmrw, i promise heeeeeeeeeee.

brighter than the sun. :)

2009-12-13T11:10:00.000-08:00

SCROLL DOWN TO THE SECOND POST FOR MY LATEST POST.
THANK YOU :)

as much as you hate what you're going through right now,
you have to stay alive and see how the story ends.

honestly speaking, i know that i'm supposed to be in that christmas-y mood and all right now, but all i can think of is just screwing everything, and saying hello to 2010.
a brand new beggining, a fresh new start.

And I seriously feel like deleting this blog,
because no one reads/comments anything anymore anyways.

3:38 am, and i'm depressed.
for all the wrong reasons.
...and alicia keys is my favourite.

lazy-ness.

2009-12-11T22:33:00.000-08:00

hello yellow crazy jello marshmallow! :)

here are a few events that i was too lazy/forgotten to blog about due to the exams, or maybe i was busy, or maybe i was lazy and i kept stalling and i never did it in the end.
HAHAH.

so it led me to this,
squeezing in as many events as I can into this blogpost.

so anyways, a few weeks, or maybe months ago,
there was dianne's suprise party in church!

it was seriously fun, I was glad to see all my Svian babes and hang out again.

the melawati gang.
yea, can you believe it, only FOUR of us were there T.T

then we were all acting retarded, yea we were high.
high on oxygen!

we pretty much rocked the dance floor for like two hours or so, till we were so tired and stuff.
but before we left,
we HEADBANGED!

so yea, ALL of us ended up not going to school the next day because our neck hurts xD
ahhahaha. its called a bangover.
superduperawesome :)

then there was DEEPAVALI!
the festival of lights :)

and yes, of course, i spent it at Jayshree's.
and i saw the sparkers and went gaga!
thanks for the awesome picture yeelyn!

the open house was so super duper fun.
like dude, can you imagine 4000 bucks worth of fireworks was there,
and they kept burning more and more, as we were competing with the house at the street behind,
so it was all boooooooom pop boooooooom pop booooooom pop the whole night.
awesome food and awesome company too!

amd guess who we met there?

kenny the monkayy :)
hahahaah, felt so good to see him after soooo long!

but i had to leave early though, sadly.
had to go to a place called Ceejay's in PJ to meet my aunt and her friends.
issit blue with black stripes or black with blue stripes?
hmmm.

after a few drinks, this is what happened :D

and omg dude, there was this band that was the house band that night.
they're called HYDRA. and they're so freaking awesome.

and their basist is so hot, you'd melt if you see him.
he sings too :')

at one point we made a song request and we wrote there Kau ilhamku (by the basist)
LOL.

we are SO awesome :D.
haahhaha, they actually sang it!
oh dang i wanna see them again :(

soul sistahs. :')

so then the next day, i went to sarayu/shaarmila's open house.
well, sarayu invited lah. haha.

and i met kal! who took this picture of me despite the fact that i was trying to hide that big bump on my lips.
its nice anyways :)
was fun gossiping with you kal!

okay so that was deepavali, then the finals started and i minimized my outings and focused on my books. well most of the time laa xD

but one night, after tuition, they fetched me and we went all the way up to the top of ampang,
all for the sake of..THIS VIEW.

breathtaking, isn't it?
and we were also there to celebrate cesca's 23rd birthday! :)
happy birthday sis!

look at that scrumptious piece of strawberry ice cream cake. :(

vincent HAD to butt in this photo lah ;p

one thing about pictures with flash, your eyebags get really obvious :(
this is what exams does to me. BAH.

goey and her clown sweater. xD

then the next day, i went with goey to kelana jaya to celebrate cesca and uncle francis' birthday with grandma!

hee :)
my pati. hahah.

THEN THE EXAM ENDED @>@

i blogged about bangsar,
and after thaaaaaaaaaat,

there was the futsal tourney!

ryan did a good job organizing everything and stuff,
and I had to help him sell 100 Plus and help him in bahagian pertolongan cemas. LOL.
oh well, i handed the job over to ainsley and karin halfway because i wanted to go inside the court and sit there.

just look at that expression on Jon's face la.
freaking PRICELESS, okay.

justin and his GAME FACE. haahhahaha.

we were the screamers for the day.
we literally screamed for EVERYTHING.
hahahahha. pity the people next to us lah.

well then vincent and goey fetched me early, grrr and we went to aunty karen's place at damansara!

yeah well vincent decided to be vain ;o

and look what i found! hahahahaha.
J was so cuteeee. i never knew he like Garfield ;p

her house is so awesomely decorated, that all the tiny little details just seem to fit.
and the best part is, she even has a room specially for me and goey whenever we wanna stay over heh :D.

awesomeness kan?
and right now, she has two tiny christmas trees set up, with a frog plushee as the treetop.
cuteness.

well then we rushed home and i got ready for daniel's sixteenth!

zomg, it was so freaking awesome.

it felt like as if he invited the whole Melawati High!

well, except for those who invited themselves -.-

awesomeness. :)

the house was pretty much crowded with melawatians and svians.

and that's how, being himself.

i remember him falling flat on the ground because someone pushed him or something.

and he stayed there for like five minutes, laughing! HAHAHAH.

performed hatin' on the club with the zebras ;)

and sang a cover of jay sean's down for daniel.

and pretty much rocked the dance floor till midnight :)

went home after that, had such a good good time, especially when me and kiren did our day n nite duos with the hair and the jumping. hahahaha.

fast forward fast forward fast forward to bo's birthday lunch :)

well yea, we celebrated a few days earlier because she was off to jakarta for her birthday,

and it was just me, liz and denise :)

and denise and I got her a paris Hilton wallet.

a superduper awesome one.

and some random dude sitting outside just settled our bill for us, without us knowing and walked off. HAHAHHAHA.

what a lucky day, so Happy Belated, Bo! :)

i laf youuu.

i went home and got dressed, and took the lrt to kelana jaya all by myself! *sniff.*

goey then picked me up, and she dropped me off at sunway Med to visit Gan! :D

while she got ready.

well i got him a cup of espresso tiramisu from starbucks, and chatted for a while.

then goey picked me up and we left for the MAA Kidney care charity fund press conference!

yesh, we rocked the dancefloor that night ;D.

with the chachaaaa. but after two minutes, we walked off hahahahaha.

and the band, blue velvet, wore RED.

losers. hahahaha.

uncle bernard :)

glorianettopotato:)

this is really random, but the pizzas at ceejay's is AWESOMEE.

stayed over my aunt's,

took aunty kathy out to midvalley the next day, and we did foot reflexology!

super nice, exactly what i needed from such a hectic week.

then on saturday, me and kiren went to the malaysian tourism centre,

to volunteer for the opening night of My Mother My Aunt! :)

we had to usher the guests to their seats and stuff, was really fun aside from the fact that we were freezing our asses to death.

was cool to talk to the casts, go backstage and stuff.
it was fun to even usher people because we were making random jokes!

and there was some drama about the t shirts, which i shall not speak about here because i really don't know who reads my blog. :x

the next day,

i attended Nahrend's sweet 16! :D

sadly, i forgot to take a picture with the birthday boy.

so here's a picture of eric telling me i can't cook.

well HELLO, its a barbecue.

that's Jon and Brandon proving to me that they can barbecue better,

and that's us. being us :)

well, after dancefloor-ing for a bit and watching the guys do their dance with them taking their tshirts off and dancing a long to goyang goyangg i headed home

the next day, we brought our friends to watch the play, "My Mother My Aunt!".

the doood in red is the director, btw :)

i don't know why, but i found it funnier the second time i watched it, probably because i watched with my friends.

but oh well, it was fun.

that's me counting how many people were going in! see how systematic we are xD

i think i brought in nearly fourty people, including the four SVians.
all i know is we paid 600++ and some of the profits are donated to the cancer fund!

that's kirendeepkaur. :)
the woman who helped me plan everything all for english society's sake.

and these two dresses were the same thing we wore to rotary club dinner '08.

haha, sorry laa. i just HAD to post this up.

too cute, too cute ;)

the SVians and the Melawatians :)

booh! hahahaha.

love these chickas.

pravina i miss you :'(

so the next day,

Denise, Kiren, Ainsley and me, went to Sunway College!

what for, you say?

TO WATCH GLOFO DO HER EXAM ;DDDD.

oh, and to also be her customers. heheh.

it was a three course meal thing, that starts off with a bun, then we had this thing that has three different types of cheese in it, with some greens for appetizers.
and then our main course, was this.
yummy,yummy chicken xD

but goey had to cook it first though, so she did it right in front of us!
its called a gouridon or something lah.
but it was soo cool.

LOL.

i lovee their training restaurant.
so cool weyh! can see the kitchen and stuff.
we got lost on our way there, so we just circled the fifth floor for so long.
and decided to follow the stupid signboards.
then we were there! hahaha.

kiren and miss calories.

see how cute goey is with her uniform xD.
well, SHE PASSED HER EXAM! haha.

the only complaint was that she talked too much to her customers.
i think its my fault xD.
hehehehe.

oh well, then last monday, i went to subang parade to shop for the orphans for their christmas party!
well we shopped at parksons.

and we ended up buying like 30 gifts. and went to this other shop and bought more.
and then while we were at aunt karen's place wrapping the gifts,
her driver drove over and dropped off shitloads of stuff from the MAA office that they didn't want.
so we ended up wrapping like... 50-60 presents, for a home with 20 kids.
yes, the one with that bitchy caretaker.
well, all for christmas' sake.

and i'll blog about the drama that happened, in the next blogpost.

oh oh. and dudeee.

i was at san francisco's the other day.
ordered the margherita pizza, and when i asked for a bottle of tabasco.
they gave me this.
FREAKING GIANT WEYH.
at least they're not as kedekut as pizza hut la hahahah.

Oh well, i guess that's it for the events i forgotten to blog about.
all for memory's sake :D.
BOOHOO, screw you if you think its boring.
it'll just be something interesting for me to look back on :)

bad luck ):

2009-12-11T10:31:00.000-08:00

im so pissed right now, i wrote such a LOONGGG blogpost it toook me hours to upload everything and stuff, i published it and now it's GONE.
and i uploaded at lest 60-70 photos.
I HATE YOU LAAA BLOGGER.
:(

anyways, it was 3am on thursday, and i was still awake, watching Las Vegas in the living room downstairs.
then suddenly, a loud noise was heard like as if something dropped, but it sounded as if there were a lot of rocks thrown at my house.
i thought my mum was upstairs and she probably dropped something really heavy lah.
then i saw my dad come down, told me to switch off the alarm and pass him a torch light.
he went outside with a torch light, like dude O.o which part of that is self defense?

so i went out, with my dad's walking stick and a bottle of shieldtox
(no, not to protect me from mosquitoes, its to spray their eyes -.-)
and we were looking around to find out what happened till i turned and saw goey's back winshield broken.
some dudes threw the stones and like ran off or something.
and my freaking paranoid mother, took two knives and came out.
like.. DUDE @.@

then my neighbour woke up and said five boys climbed over her gate the night before and she shouted, and they threw rocks at her house.
and they did the same to mine the next day.

funny thing is, my mum thinks that it's my fault,
thinking that i drove pass them with goey's car and they're jealous.
like. dude what the hell?
i didn't even drive pass there, i drove around melawati.
she's probably just trying to put the blame on someone.

but seriously laa, KARMAA IS A BITCH AND IT'LL BITE YOU BACK IN THE ASS.

and plus, its so close to christmas, we might as well take everything as a blessing in disguise :)

so anyways, i told you i've been decorating my house for christmas, right?
but it turns out, that wasn't the only thing i decorated..

say hello to simply my christmas tree! hahahahaha.

courtesy of vincent's blackberry ahahaha :)

thats her, digging an imaginary hole?

i love you my furball. :)

and for my friends who hasn't been to my house for quite sometime and is wondering how big Juju and Jojo is,

tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. so fat right ^^

heheh i'd show you guys a picture of my tree when my camera's done charging.
but for now, i'm gonna make some jelly for the christmas party at the orphanage tomorrow!

bye,loves :)