let's crawl back to love.

this is a dedication to all the lost souls
who have forgotten to believe in the immensity of love.

because hearts were never meant to break.
i love you. :)

blue polka-dots :)

SUPER LONG POST.
LEAVE IF IT GETS TOO ANNOYING HAHAHAHAH.



hello :)
so on friday morning, J the driver, ces, goey, vincent, alfred and me went down to JB since grandma's 80th was on saturday night and we needed to rehearse and stuff.
we spent the journey sleeping, making fun of robert pattinson,
*alfred says he looks like he just came out of the freezer.
and talking and talking and talking.

thank you driver :)don't ask.
i was just being myself.

as soon as we reached Aunty mala's place, me and Goey had to teach the rest the steps for line dancing while the guys was playing carrom.
which btw, involved money and ryan ended up losing 13-14 bucks to J.
and he still kept on going being so confident with himself.
hahah. WHEN WILL THEY LEARN!ed and alf. talking about tennis?


then we went to JB town to check in to the hotel! :)
i seriously think someone overpacked.

so much luggage!

we stayed at Puteri Pacific JB, right and while checking in, me and vincent was near the cafe and we saw this sign that said "cakes 50% off after 5.30 pm."
and our watches showed "5.34"
lol so I told J and then we were thinking.
"aiyaaaaaa damn cekap la goey's birthday tmr midnight we can go suprise her with this cake!"

so i took goey up to the room, and started jumping on the bed, acting like a complete retard and all that.hehehe ^^

and J and vincent bought the cake, and went into their room which was only four doors away from ours.
but sadly, these doinks forgot to put the cake inside the mini-bar =.-
so after goey blew her candles and cut the cake, we had one bite, and the cake was EXPIRED.
hahahahahahhahahaahahahahahhaha. we laughed so hard that night, ohmygaaaah.
freaking hilarious!

the hotel's location was so convenient because KFC was right next door, and there was an underpass to a shopping mall, so it was awesome.
we had KFC for dinner that night and goey and i kept rehearsing over and over and over again till we got tired.

then she slept, and i joined the guys in J's room for poker! :DDDD.
i didn't play though, they were too good, and i figured it's probably gonna be a waste of money anyway.
yeah, Ed was winning :)

i love texas hold em'!

i wrote this before i left :)
then we went to my room to suprise goey, and she was SLEEPING =.-

J on his way to my room hahaha.
and that's goey, sleeping! ahahha.
so yeah, happy birthday Goey! :D

so the next morning was all about rehearsals, table decorations, dancing, singing, more dancing, and seteresssss.
see what i mean, about the stress thing?ed and his mum did the flower arrangements on the table.while these two were posing for the camera hahahaha.
then my parents came and checked in, and we had the hero rehearsal which i will explain later.

fast forward fast forward fast forward.

i went to do my hair at this effed up place, which took so freaking slow, and i wanted to literally cry because i was superfreaking late.
thanks to her, i had to do my make up at the dressing room next to the ballroom.
i was so rushing i tell you :(

here are pictures from the party, super malas to write summore hehe ^^
managed to camwhore before the party started :)

i love you edddd!
the next time i go to sydney is probably when you get married.
so when is the weddingg aaaa? ^^
kutitaaaa :)those are my favourite pair of charles and keith's.
i've been wearing them for nearly two years and they still look as good as new.
lovee.:)
J and Ed.
superfreakingtall @.@vincent :)
he appears too many times on my blog i believe he doesn't need an introduction.
he was helping out with the music and the projector stuff too! :)J and Alfie was the MC's for the night.
fantastic job i'd have to say. they were so funny! ahhah.
and they were teasing enita before it started. they were saying
"and weighing 300 pounds, and 120 cm tall, aaalll the way from ADDA Heights Johor Bahru, introducing Enitaaaa Nettooo"
with that boxing guy's voice. super funny.
my siblings with ed :)
so grandma made the grand entrance with her eldest grandchild,
Tony and her youngest, enita.

me and goey's ballroom dancing was the first performance for the night.
we did a mix of waltz,rock and roll, the mambo, and the chachaaa.
was super awesome except for the part where we blanked out! lupa steps. hahaha.
thanks for doing the remix for me, Gan Nicholas!

then we found out we had to change superduperfast cuz our bhangra was next, then i realised that our tops was still in our hotel room, so we RAN.
like MAD COWS.
but still managed to take pictures. lawl.

then there were speeches,
and grandma cut her cake on stage. shaish i lost the picture.found it!
anyhooo. i led them and sang happy birthday with the mic.
and mispronounced grandma's name the second time i sang it. ehhehehe.


then me and a bunch of ladies did the line dance.
*because aunty kathy told us to =.-
we had a rocking time anyways. heeeee xD

and our final performance was the most chunted-est-est-est.
it was me and goey's plan and it was so special, that it was the final performance for the night.

so we sang hero by mariah carey
(btw, thanks GAN for editing the music for me!)
and i led the performance up front, with the young kids.
and almost ALL her grandchildren were up there on stage.

and i sang the first 2 lines, my sister sang the 3rd and 4th, the kids sang the 5th and 6th,
then when it came to the chorus everyone sang!

omygoodness. i was so shocked. i didnt know all my guy cousins could sing!
freaking nice i tell you, everyone was shocked and amazed @.@

then there were parts where we laughed because of the retarded photographer and his battery heheh.

then when the song ended, enita took the mic and said
"grandma, you are our hero"
and everyone was so amazed.
they clapped for us.
and as we got off stage, one by one took a rose and gave it to grandma and gave her a hug.
she cried :')

youseeeeee. me and goey's idea so freaking chunted okay xD
so after everyone aww-ed.

we opened the dancefloor! :)im guessing everyone was just a little bit tipsy.
hahaha. too much wine! except for enita lah. who drank orange juice. xD

then me and my cousins got up on stage and camwhored haha.
all hail queen ENITAAA!
and then it was all hail queen Cesca!then it was all hail queen Valerie.
when it was goey's turn, everyone ran away. HAHAHAHAH.
daddy and his very good daughters and spoiled brat son ;p
i superlove daddy's polka dot tie :)
and helium ballooons! wooooooooooooot.
this was after too much wine.
dude i drank like about ten or eleven glasses, i got so high.
i figured i was fine, walked up the lift and to my room like normal and all
then i puked. EUGH :(

anyhoo, ed looks cute here.
then the clock striked midnight and it was vincent's birthday woooohoooo!
my family bought him a pair of okley sunnies.
and goey bought him a blackberry curve :)
hope you had a great birthday vincy!

checked out the next morning after clearing our superdupermessy room.
my mum was makign a big fuss about taking pictures with the flowery background ahah.

and after all this, i came home with a body ache,


four blisters! thanks to my new ballroom shoes.
should have sticked to the old one =.-

and david cook's music.

for more pictures, please click here for my facebook page :)

all in all i had a superduper awesome weekend.
its been so long since my cousins bonded like that, with so much laughter, so much happiness.
i love you guys.
this was the best trip ever!


hope you enjoyed this post, God knows how long i spent to write this.
taaaaaaaaaaaas :)

*WILL UPLOAD PERFORMANCE VIDEOS WHEN UNCLE ANBU GIVES ME THE CD

i love you readers
(if there are any!)

of hotel rooms and sugar overdoses.

because girls just wanna have fun :)

an empty hotel bed+ a superawesome lumix + me = THIS.

because you broke me, now i can't feel anything.

hi :)
after sleeping in for 13 hours, im glad to say that i'm back!
i had a superhectic weekend that was filled with laughters, stress, cousin bondings and pure fun :D
i have like hundreds of pictures and im currently editing it and i'm probably gonna upload them on facebook, then here!
(because blogger's being a bitch right now so i'll blog about it tmrw or something =.-)

I had a rather fun week.
took Ed out on tuesday, went to ainsley's on wednesday, KLCC with goey and vincy on thursday,
and JB for the next three days.

oh oh oh, and happy birthday Goey, Grandma, Vincent, Ed, and soon to be J!
SINCE YOU'RE TOO BUSY TO EVEN COME BACK HOME ON YOUR BIRTHDAY GRR :(

i bought Goey a charles and keith clutch, which was so pretty im gonna steal it whenever she's not using it hahaha. My sisters and I bought J a Guess watch, and we bought Ed a tennis racket, and we bought Vincent a pair of Oakley sunnies.

need more reasons to clarify why im broke?
i dont think so :(


and before i go back to editing photos,

i want you to know,
that I wasn't the one who made things awkward between us.
At least i can say i tried,
and its a bit too late for things to go back to the way they were.
and all im asking for,
is for you to not do this to anyone else,
because you'll only know how it feels like when someone else does it to you.

i've had my say in this, and I'm done.

teeheee :)

she's simply *peepee* bunny netto :)
*because she likes to pee on people.

she's my best friend who licks my face when im sad.
who runs around the house making it impossible for me to catch her.
who's ears go up and down when she's scanning something.
who loves eating muruku so much.

she's simply my baby. <3.

save a kidney patient :)

on sunday, i attended the charity carnival bazaar for MAA. aunty Karen sent me an e-mail with the invite so i was bored anyways, so I went!

super fun i tell you, it was at rainforest, 1 utama.
And they had lotsa games, stalls, and clothes and stuff. cool shit. (:
and CLOWNS @.@

haha, They have some really cool stuffs there.
like this t shirt :)
which i bought, lawl.
and a few other junk that i dont need.
and airbrush tatoooo :)
that dude was so weird. i told him to do it on my back, and he goes
"can i touch you?"
i was like. *__________________*
what if i say no? HAHA.
i walked around 1u with my hair sideways.
showoff ;p

they had CLOWNS!
which freaked me out at first, but turns out they're super friendly heh.
and this guy was nice enough to make me an elephant balloon!
although its not proportionate at all! hahahah.
looks like a poodle, lawl (:
and of course, vincent had to make a big deal about how the front part just looks so wrong.
HAHAHHA.
then they had a mechanical Bull.
which i dare not ride on. 0.0
and some football thingo where you had to kick into one of those holes.
there was this blue line.
but i convinced the guy to let me cheat and go a bit forward.
heheh.
so there i was telling vincent how i rock in football.
and there i was estimating my distance hahahaha.



and there i was, posing.

AND I MISSED @.@
ahahhahahahahaha,
vincent tried too, and missed! LOLThis woman damn damn power lah!
she scored okehh!
and we won some hannah montana stuff.
so cool, we're gonna give it to enita (:

how i wish our school carnivals had dunking booths like these!
ahahh thats my aunt with the super cute baby!
that stupid buzzer thingy. hahahaha.
(?)
and coconut bowling HAHAHAHHA.
lunch at the bar-b-q plaza :)
LOL.

then i went to the old wing to visit the people working in HOOPLA! :D
Met justin,
bugged him about how i wanted to enter the talent competition too!
kacau-ed Jon at the dutch lady counter. ;p

saw them do their job.
so cuteee xD
and took pictures hahahahaha.
handy manny, yo!
i had a good good day indeed :)
bought an awesome pair of gladiator heels.
and bonded with all my auntie's friends (:

goey's polka dot dress :)
hehe.

see ya, people.




oh and btw, pls support MAA'S kidney charity fund.
every dollar you donate helps support a cost of a kidney patient's dialysis :)
funds raised will be used to open up a new dialysis centre for those who are unable to afford
:D

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i hope you're happy.



so what if it hurts me?
so what if i break down?
so what if this world just throws me off the edge,
my feet run out of ground?

i gotta find my place,
i wanna hear my sound.
Don't care about all the pain in front of me.
because i'm just trying to be happy.